THE TRUTH AT LAST.
This year also Hildegard and Hedwig found a pretext for omitting the
Christmas visit to Dönninghausen. Thus on the afternoon of Christmas day
only the old brother and sister, with Johann Leopold, were sitting
around the fire in the drawing-room. Conversation halted more and more,
for although the thoughts of all three were occupied alike, and all knew
that this was so, they shrank from giving utterance to the sensation of
loneliness that possessed them. At last nothing was heard save the
howling of the wind, the ticking of the clock, and the crash now and
then of a burning log, which would send a shower of sparks up the
chimney, and be followed by a brighter blaze. And as the flickering
flame revealed in strong relief now the erect head of the Freiherr, now
Aunt Thekla's delicate, placid face, and now shone in Johann Leopold's
dark, melancholy eyes, changing pictures of the past also
appeared,--images of youth and joy, delightful tasks, dear, unforgotten
forms ascended from the grave, lost happiness, love betrayed, confidence
misplaced. Who does not know the phantom train, lengthening from year to
year, that glides by us upon life's landmarks? Aunt Thekla gazed after
it with tearful eyes, Johann Leopold in proud resignation, and the
Freiherr with a desire to bid defiance to the past and to clutch what
still seemed to him worth possessing. It was he who at last broke the
silence.
"This can't go on so!" he said, rising and pacing the room to and fro,
after his usual fashion. "Next year, God willing, shall see childish
faces around our Christmas-tree. The future heir belongs to us. Since
Waldemar has just had another boy, he must give us the oldest."
"He never will do that, I am quite sure," Johann Leopold replied. "And
if he would, the mother could not be persuaded to consent to it. But I
hope they will all come. I have long been wanting to talk of this to
you, sir. Waldemar is heartily weary of diplomacy, his wife cannot get
used to the climate of St. Petersburg, and for the children it is
positive poison. Moreover, there is Otto's position in society. Really,
they could not do better than fold their tents and return."
"Apropos, what about Monsieur Otto?" said the Freiherr. "Klausenburg had
some incredible tales from a St. Petersburg acquaintance of the
brilliant figure the fellow is cutting. Elegant establishment, troops of
servants, fine equipages, valuable horses, champagne suppers, immense
losses at cards. Where the deuce does he get the money for it all? You
promised me not to let him bleed you any further----"
"And I have kept my word," said Johann Leopold. "Moreover, he has made
no demands upon me except for what I gave him. He has found some
friends--lady friends, I hear----"
"What! There was truth in that scandal, then!" cried the Freiherr,
pausing in his walk. "Klausenburg hinted as much, but I cut him short.
How do you know anything about it?"
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