Again the Freiherr began his walk; but his step, usually so firm, was
now uncertain, and his head, usually so proudly carried, was bowed.
After a while he went up to Johann Leopold, who sat buried in thought.
"It is a trial,--a terrible trial," he said, laying his hand on the
young man's shoulder; "but I think it will be easier for you, my poor
boy, if we all help you to bear it. Magelone, too, will help,--she loves
you----"
"No, sir," Johann Leopold interrupted him. "Magelone consented only to
marry the heir; but to love him----!" He smiled bitterly. "And, even if
she did, I never would consent to bind her fresh young life to mine. I
love her too well for that. Apart, indeed, from all personal
considerations, how could I consent to taint the pure blood of the
Dönninghausens with the poison of epilepsy?"
"The pure blood of the Dönninghausens." The most powerful chord in the
old Freiherr's soul vibrated to these words; at the same time they made
the grandson, whose thoughts were so after his own heart, doubly dear to
him and the desire to help him all the more fervent. He sat down beside
him and took his hand.
"Diseases can be cured," he said again. "What is the lauded advance of
science, if it can be of no service here? Did you speak of this to Dr.
Werner?"
"Yes; his verdict is 'incurable,'" the other replied.
The Freiherr sprang to his feet. "Nonsense! How can he know that?" he
cried, angrily. "Dr. Werner is young, inexperienced. We must consult
distinguished authorities. I will go with you to Paris, to London, to
Vienna,--wherever you choose."
"I thank you," the young man rejoined. "Your sympathy and kindness do me
good; but I entreat you to spare yourself and me the pain of any such
consultations. Quiet--ease of mind, as Werner says--is the only
preservative against the attacks, and this I can find, not in any
medical advice, but in absence,--in separation from Magelone."
The Freiherr was silent for a while, and then said, "Have you any plan
of travel?"
"Yes; I should like to join Werner and go to India with him."
The Freiherr turned short upon him again: "To India? In your condition
the fatigue of the journey, the influence of the climate----"
"All better for me than staying here," Johann Leopold interrupted him,
and his pale face flushed for an instant. After a pause he went on more
calmly: "I have been corresponding with Dr. Werner about it. He made at
first the same objections that you make; but he finally acknowledged
that my morbid desire for just this journey is perhaps a true
instinct,--a suggestion of nature."
The Freiherr breathed more freely. "There, you see,--a suggestion of
nature. Then Dr. Werner thinks your recovery possible. And it is so; you
_must_ be well. Yes, my lad, go,--go as soon as you choose; and if I can
be of any service to you, rely upon me."
"If you would have an eye upon Moorgarten and Elgerode I should be
greatly obliged to you."
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