Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
their meeting on the morrow he would again silently reassure her
heart by a glance which betokened an unbroken friendship, or an
involuntary pressure of her hand which made her heart throb with a
strangely sweet pleasure.
CHAPTER XIX.
MASTER VERE'S CONFESSION.
"Thank God for love, though love may hurt and wound,
Though set with sharpest thorn its rose may be."
--SUSAN COOLIDGE.
"This bud of love, by summer's ripening breath,
May prove a beauteous flower, when next we meet."
--SHAKESPEARE.
"Percival," said Lady Bryn Afon on the last night of their stay at
Glyn Melen, as he sat with her in the copse reading aloud, while
Primrose was busy within doors directing the waiting-maids as to the
packing of their mistresses' possessions previous to their departure
on the morrow--"Percival, pardon me for asking so bold a question,
but have I done well in suffering you thus to share with me the
companionship of my sweet young friend during these happy weeks? I
have watched you both not without some secret misgivings; yet,
knowing I could trust you, have forborne to interfere with your
happiness, content to leave all in the hands of a good Providence,
yet reproaching myself at times for having perchance unwisely
permitted you both at once to be my companions in this solitary
dwelling, where you have of necessity been thrown much together.
Forgive me, dear friend, for thus venturing to address you, but
Primrose is to me as a dear daughter; and you--for the love and
devotion you bestow upon our unhappy family, I can but regard you
also with somewhat of a mother's affection!" "I am grateful for the
confidence you have placed in me," said the young chaplain earnestly,
"and I can but assure you that no word of the love I feel for your
most sweet and fair companion has yet passed my lips, or shall pass
until she is under her own mother's care, which she tells me will
probably not be until a year from now. It is true that in her my
soul has seemed verily to find its ideal, and that I can but feel
there is betwixt us some sweet unspoken tie, which in myself I know
to be the truest love man can offer woman, yet which I dare not yet
presume to think upon as an assured treasure. I have wrestled many
an hour with myself alone on the mountain-top, that I might by no
word or act betray your confidence, or, above all, suffer this
earthly love to take away aught from that supreme love and devotion I
have but lately sworn to my Master in Heaven. Against His will I
dare not seek for myself a bliss for which my soul yearns with deeper
longing than I can tell; but can I only keep this earthly love in due
subjection, regarding it as a priceless gift to help me the better to
serve Him, I can but feel He will perchance look with favour upon us
both, and in His good time suffer me to become the unworthy possessor
of so fair and lowly-minded a helpmeet."
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