Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
The few months immediately following Primrose's visit to Glyn Melen
verified Lady Bryn Afon's prediction that a new loneliness would make
itself felt in her hitherto happy existence with her faithful
guardian. Glad though she was to return to the shelter of those
loving arms, as well as to her old haunts by the riverside and her
beloved books in the vicar's library, yet there was ever present with
her a sense of loss, and of something in her life which waited for
fulfilment--an uncertain feeling, half pain, half pleasure, that a
cup of bliss had been just tasted, and then snatched again from her
lips, and might, or might not, await her again somewhere in the dim
future. Yet she found a sort of trembling comfort that in her
loneliness of spirit she was not alone--that many miles away that
same loneliness was surely felt by another, in whose thoughts dwelt
the same vague delicious hopes which filled her own. This she
frequently told herself, blushing deeply in secret over her own
boldness, she had perhaps no right to think or build upon, yet a
secret knowledge of its truth ever lay like a hidden well of gladness
deep in her heart, and refused to be gainsaid by any reasonings.
More than ever were the pages of the _Morte d'Arthur_ conned over in
the stillness of the dim wainscotted library, and as she sat in some
shady nook on the banks of the Gwynnon, and pictured to herself, as
had long been her wont, the holy Sir Galahad riding forth along the
vale in quest of the Holy Grail, it was ever the face and form of the
young chaplain that were worn by the "lily-knight" of old, and ever
the pure and steadfast gaze of his deep and dark-fringed eyes which,
as the imaginary figure passed, seemed to bring her a message of
undying faithfulness to love and honour. "He would surely have been
counted worthy to go in quest of the Holy Grail," she murmured to
herself, as she recalled with mingled pain and joy the pure young
face, uplifted to heaven in the tiny whitewashed church in the
mountains. And softly she said over to herself the words from her
favourite book, with which he had one day concluded a sermon, and
which she had long ago read over and over, till she knew them well by
heart: "Do after the good and leave the evil, and it shall bring you
to good fame and renown. All is written for our doctrine, and for to
beware that we fall not to vice or sin, but to exercise and follow
virtue, by the which we may come and attain to good fame and renown
in this life, and after this short and transitory life to come unto
everlasting bliss in Heaven, the which He grant us that reigneth in
Heaven, the Blessed Trinity. Amen." Primrose recalled to mind how,
after the service, she had told the chaplain how well she knew and
loved those words, and how he had made answer, that "to do good and
leave the evil" had ever been the motto his father had bidden him to
make his own, and that because he had the words framed and hanging on
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