Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
"Seek not to know it, save at my bidding, I
beseech you! I marvel at times that it has not been sooner
discovered; yet, well, it is far better so. Now listen, Primrose, to
my tale....
"The story of my early life, of my relationship to your guardian, of
my secret marriage with your father against my own father's will or
knowledge--that part of my tale you shall hear fully at another time.
"I will now pass over my early disobedience and sin, and begin my
story at the time when the consequences of my ill-doing first thrust
themselves miserably into my girlish dreams of bliss, and shattered
them at my feet. I married at just over one-and-twenty years of
age--a wayward, impulsive child still in all my words and actions,
very beautiful, so my proud young husband constantly assured me, but,
as you must know, from the fact of my being the boatman's kinswoman,
and therefore of humble parentage, utterly ignorant, not only of the
ways of the great world, but of all those arts of education which
befitted her whom the Earl of Bryn Afon should choose as his wife and
the partner of such a life as he was called upon to lead. I had,
like yourself, heard nought of the curse, beyond the flying rumours
passing ever from mouth to mouth about the country-side, and in my
daring youth, rather rejoiced over my own bravery in thus wilfully
ignoring its existence, and consenting to share the life of one who
thought himself surely doomed in his turn to bear its woful burden.
The first few months of our married life were spent in travelling,
and passed by in one short dream of bliss, from which the first
awakening came when my husband took me to town, and began, among his
gay and educated companions, to discover that I was on all points of
worldly knowledge but as an ignorant child, unable, in spite of my
proud bearing, to take that part in the life and conversation of the
Court which he had rashly expected of me, and I as rashly had ne'er
dreamed of being unable to fulfil. It would be wronging him to say
that he at any time conveyed to me his disappointment and chagrin in
open words of blame, but I grew daily more conscious of the presence
of such feeling in his thoughts, and of my own unfitness for my new
station; and by-and-by, to add to my secret trouble, came the
knowledge of my husband's sad failing--a cross to me all through my
life--his inability to resist the direful temptations of strong
drink. This knowledge too only grew upon me gradually, but ere I had
been a year married it had become too evident, and I could no longer
blind my love-bound eyes to the sad fact of my husband's miserable
weakness. At last the climax came to my misery, when one evening,
while under the influence of wine, he revealed to me the secret which
he had vowed never to disclose lest it should mar my happiness--the
dread secret of the curse of the Bryn Afons family. That I will not
reveal to you, my sweet daughter, for since in your up-bringing I
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account