Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
when, during our short sojourns at Bryn Afon, fascinated by the
infant beauty of the boatman's foster-child, he has more than once
begged me to adopt you for my own, declaring that no true Bryn Afon
could e'er be to me a fairer daughter! Oh, Primrose, weep not, I
pray you! I have indeed suffered as few women, methinks, are called
upon to suffer, but I have deserved my punishment. I have sat from
early eve till dawn of day at the casement of my chamber in the
castle, which overlooked the river, just to watch the light burning
in your window at my feet, and feast my eyes on the poor roof that
sheltered my darling, my husband ever coming to my side, wondering
what strange fascination held me rooted night after night to the same
spot." "And I have watched your light too, sweet mother," said
Primrose, "calling it one Christmastide my 'Star in the East,' and
when I was older, ever looking for it year after year with childish
interest and pleasure, and much joy and wonder when once or twice, at
long intervals, the sight of it again rewarded my long watching.
But, dear mother, tell me, was your long hiding of me indeed
necessary? Have you truly found the curse to have such dread effect
upon my poor father, that you have felt you have verily had no choice
but to keep my birth secret from him?" "Yes, I have done well, my
child," answered Lady Bryn Afon gravely. "Had my heart broken, as I
oft thought it needs must, I would have let it break sooner than call
you from your happy, innocent home into the blighted atmosphere of
ours. But once, in your early childhood, did I suffer Rhiwallon to
bring you to Glyn Helen, where I was then staying, that I might for a
few brief hours sun myself in your infant presence ere there were
fear of your carrying away any permanent recollection of me; and how
I suffered in that renewed parting God only knows! But Primrose,
sweet one, prithee dismiss all thought and fear of the curse from
your own mind. The steps I have taken to avert it from you have
surely kept even its shadow from falling upon you, and so shall it
ever be, an you will do my bidding faithfully, and neither seek to
learn its nature nor crave a further knowledge of your father than I
dare at present permit. The time may come when I may, without danger
to you, suffer him to know of your existence, and perchance in the
years to come he may be granted the now little-dreamed-of joy of
clasping to his heart an heir to his name and estate, who shall,
owing to the sorrows you and I have undergone for its sake, be free
from the dread taint of its forefathers! But enough now of this
dream. What think you, sweet daughter, of the baptismal name
bestowed upon you in the tiny Breton church wherein one of our own
countrymen ministered, within a stone's-throw of the Convent, to a
handful of English church people, and by whom you were duly
christened according to our own Church's rites? To my ear the name
Shanno hath a sound of soft music.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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