Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
confessed his love while she was still, as he had believed, the
humble attendant of his patroness! Then, dismissing this thought as
one which did wrong to her pure and beautiful nature, a new torturing
thought presented itself. This knowledge of her birth must needs
involve him in new responsibilities of conscience, for in its light
the curse upon her doomed house stood forth between herself and him
like a grim, mocking shadow of darkness, waving him back from her
with outstretched arm, defying his advance in the path of earthly
bliss, and reminding him of fresh sufferings of soul to be faced and
battled with ere he could see the right. Had he but been ignorant of
its nature, he often cried passionately to himself in this new
bitterness of spirit, then he could have bravely ignored it, defied
its unknown power, and only the more eagerly claimed his right to
protect for ever her he loved from its horrid toils! But he, alone
of all men, save Rhiwallon the physician, cognisant of the curse in
all its deadly evil, and vowed from boyhood to its removal, did such
power ever lie in his hand, dared not hastily act against his own
light and knowledge. Already had the "sins of the fathers been
visited upon the children unto the third and fourth generation," and
better than that her tender heart should hereafter break for the evil
deeds or woful sufferings of her own children--better, far better
that he should never in this world behold her fair face more! Better
that he should wound her now by his seeming faithlessness, and, by
never renewing that friendship, which six months ago had surely given
secret promise of a yet sweeter fulfilment, allow her ever henceforth
to think of him as a man but like others, well content to amuse
himself for a few passing moments with so fair a flower, and ready
enough ere long to leave her to droop alone, while he sought out some
new blossom. But Percival, in the steadfastness of his heart, and
his innate love of absolute truth in all things, could ill brook the
intolerable pain of letting himself be so judged by her, and even yet
more weary was this second burden of agonised thought than his first
struggle. Moreover, he must bear its weight alone, for he dared not
trust in Lady Bryn Afon's repeated asseverations of belief in her
daughter's complete immunity from the inherited evil. Was she not as
a woman naturally guided by love rather than by reason, and as a
mother, ready to believe aught that was for a beloved daughter's
good? His bosom friend, Master Jeremy Taylor, who now, entered upon
the duties of his chaplaincy with Archbishop Laud, was near at hand,
and a constant visitor in Lord Bryn Afon's town-house, was ever as
faithful and sympathising a companion as Percival could desire, and
withal a man of wondrously deep learning and wisdom for one so young,
yet of the particular matter relating to the curse, of which Percival
had himself made minute study from his boyhood, he was not qualified
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