Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
Not knowing whither she went, only impelled by a restless craving to
rush from herself and her own thoughts, Shanno's steps unconsciously
directed themselves up the old familiar pathway towards Craig Aran
Peak, and presently, as the cold night air refreshed her burning
brain, her thoughts began to collect themselves into more definite
shape, and she tried to think collectedly of the tale she had heard,
and of its bearing upon her life, ever repeating half-aloud the words
which seemed to be branding themselves as with a hot iron into her
brain. "The curse is _not_ dead, mother--it is not!" Alas, now she
knew the meaning of that strange, black shadow, which, from her early
childhood, had, though but for brief and fleeting moments, come at
intervals between her and the sunlight of her happy life, terrifying
her by its nameless horror, seeming, as it were, to be the very
presence of some evil thing at her side, impelling her to some
horrible, unknown sin, filling her with a vague yet dreadful craving
for _something_--she knew not what! Strange, mysterious, almost ever
unspoken trouble of her childhood's and girlhood's days, too
intangible and nameless to be confessed or shared with any one since
that one occasion when she had spoken of it to her guardian, yet none
the less real and full of intense suffering--a dark, mysterious veil,
drawn for a few short hours at intervals in her life between her and
all that was good and beautiful--wrestled with in secret agonies of
prayer and tears, and passing again at last as suddenly as it had
come, to be no more remembered until it should fall once again! And
now for two happy, unutterably happy years it had been unknown.
Since her first meeting two summers ago, in this same mountain
loneliness, with him who was the very sunlight of her existence, no
shadow of the old trouble had e'er marred her bliss; it was as though
the pure and holy presence of Sir Galahad had once and for all
exorcised the evil spirit, and as though the subtle influences
breathed forth unconsciously from his beautiful life and character,
and filling her own life with untold joy and gladness, had for ever
banished the brief dreams of darkness which had tortured
her--banished them so completely that it had seemed of late as though
they had never been, so utterly had all recollection of them been
swallowed up by her love for him. But now--now the black shadow had
fallen again, and this time with horrible revealed meaning! It was
the awful curse of the drink-craving, which had destroyed generation
after generation of her forefathers, that she, a pure and innocent
maiden, full of holy thoughts and aspirations, had been doomed
unconsciously to bear, and now consciously to wrestle with as a
terrible foe, suddenly starting forth between her and all her hopes
of happiness. Dare she, knowing what she now knew, marry Percival
Vere, and let the curse be perpetuated through still further
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