Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
"It can never roll away, Percival!" she answered in a low but firm
voice. "You have verily believed all to be safe and well, because
you believed the curse in me to be wholly dead. It is not dead, and
I would to God I had sooner known its nature, that I might have
spared you this pain! Rhiwallon's marvellous cure may be for the
healing of others, but over the woe of our miserable house it has
proved itself powerless! The shadows of my youth were no deception,
Percival, but in my ignorance I knew not their cause, nor to what
dark temptation the evil spirit prompted me. Now I know it by its
own terrible name, and I will ne'er suffer others after me to bear
the woe my father has borne, and which, though it has been mercifully
spared to me, may descend with deadly hand upon my children. 'The
sins of the fathers shall be visited upon the children even unto the
third and fourth generation!' So it has been in our unhappy house,
Percival, and so, I fear me, it must ever be. It is true that in me
the sin has borne no fruit, and does but lie a hidden root of evil in
my soul, alas, long forgotten in this dream of bliss, and ne'er till
now understood! Yet here in me it lies, a fatal inheritance, and
with me it shall perish. I will never marry you, Percival! I can
better bear to see you suffer now with a bitter pain that comes
straight from the hand of God, than hereafter with the pain and shame
which your own wife or child might bring upon you. And for me--oh,
my God, let me not think upon my own suffering! let this poor heart
fail, and yield even now in its bitter misery! Percival, Percival,
say you can forgive me, or my heart must break!" And the unnatural
calmness giving way at last, she flung herself into his arms, and
wept bitterly.
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