Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
"Methinks I have but loved you more since I have vowed ne'er to be
your wife," said Primrose sadly. Then, flinging herself into his
arms, she sobbed convulsively. "Oh, Percival, do not doubt me! To
all eternity you are my one and only love! You weep, Percival? Oh,
my God, this is verily the bitterness of death!" And in the presence
of such utter woe the bright mid-day sun veiled his face beneath a
fleecy cloudlet, and the very birds hushed their song, and built in
silence their nests amid the thorn bushes. And presently, in the
mysterious stillness of the lonely mountains, it seemed to the
chaplain that a voice spoke sweetly in his ear, and said in wondrous
loving accents; "As thou hast been granted to bear in thy mortal
frame a mark of My human likeness, so shalt thou be likewise
accounted worthy to bear in thy soul the mark of My sufferings. Take
up thy cross and follow Me." And the chaplain fell on his knees by
the dim, dark lake, and bowed his head in mute submission, rising
presently, weary as a child from his bitter conflict, yet conscious
within himself of the dawning of a strange new strength.
He turned away in silence, took Shanno's hand, and mechanically they
descended together the steep hillside towards the farm. On the
threshold he stopped, and looked long and earnestly into her face.
"Sweetheart," he said, "my heart is rent in twain with sorrow, and in
the selfishness of my own grief I have forgotten yours, and suffered
my own weak tears to open afresh those wounds with which your tender
heart yet bleeds. But have a little patience with me, sweet one, and
you shall presently see me strong and brave to aid these weary feet
of yours along the stony path which we must tread in mutual sacrifice
of our earthly love, yet which perchance the light of a holy
friendship may gladden beyond our struggling hearts' present power to
conceive. Fain would I overcome by all the arguments love can offer
the decision you have made, yet my secret conscience, warring against
my rebellious heart, sternly bids me take up the cross you have
already laid upon your own tender shoulders, and bear it ever bravely
at your side. For love of me, dear heart, I see these golden locks,
alas, already sprinkled with grey! For love of you I will henceforth
strive to bury in my own breast the woe you bid me bear, and help you
with all the strength God gives me to walk worthily in that solitary
path He has called you to tread for His sake."
"Then you do indeed truly forgive me, and believe in your heart I
have done well?" cried Primrose. "Oh, Percival, my love, my love, in
my heart of hearts I know my vow is right in the sight of God, and
can I but know also that it is right in your dear eyes, I can bear
the rest!"
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