Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
"You, Jeremy!" he said in a low voice. "How come you here? Have
you--were you here during the service!" "God has sent me to you,"
answered Master Taylor simply. "Yes, I have heard you preach,
Percival, and I know that you have been shooting no bow at a venture,
but speaking to your own troubled soul. Come with me and tell me of
your trouble, the traces of which upon your countenance have sorely
vexed my heart, while from yon dark corner I have, all unknown to
yourself, watched and listened and wondered for this last hour or
more."
"I marvel that I did not see you," said Percival, still looking at
his friend as though he felt himself in a dream; "but truly I saw
nought that was around me. How come you here, Jeremy?"
"It seemed long since I had heard aught of yourself and of her whom I
scarce dare name," answered Master Taylor gently; "and my
ministrations having been needed this morning and also in the
forenoon at your church in the hollow, where an aged friend of my
Lord Carbery's hath fallen ill, I was but now purposing to postpone
my return to Gelli Aur until the morrow, in order that I might
journey this evening towards Glyn Melen, in the hope of yet finding
you within its walls. I but turned aside for an hour, to acquaint
myself with yet another of these remote mountain churches, where I
little thought to hear such a masterly discourse as yours, friend
Percival. But of yourself."
"I have been a wanderer these four days in the mountains," said
Percival wearily, "and had little wish to preach to these poor simple
folk lessons of patience which the least among them could have taught
myself far better. But I chanced like you to note this ivy-covered
tower in my ramblings, and, being seen this morning amid the
congregation by the vicar, was entreated to take for him this evening
service, that he might in his turn relieve a sick brother. Perchance
it has been well, since open speech is wont at times to relieve a
bursting heart. Is it sore hypocrisy, think you, friend Jeremy, to
preach from the pulpit those virtues against which your inmost soul
is meanwhile in fearful rebellion? I trow I am both hypocrite and
blasphemer, for my own soul is dark within me; and while I know that
God is just, I cannot feel that He is good! How many days of
writhing torture, think you, the prophet endured ere he could bless
Him for His dealings? Must not his human will, like some poor bird
dashing with impotent rage against the bars of its cage, have for
many a long hour beaten its wings against that divine will which is
full of hidden mystery, into whose unseen depths I have been gazing
throughout these weary days and nights, till my brain whirls and mine
eyes are weary unto death--yet the light I see not!"
"Shanno is dead?" said Master Taylor gently.
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