Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
years of separation, yet closest union, which might perchance roll
over their heads in this fair valley ere they might exchange the
sorrows of earth for the joys of eternity.
At length, one winter's afternoon, going to pray as usual at the
twilight hour in this quiet, undisturbed spot, with a heart heavy
with grief at his long banishment from her side, he found her there
before him, kneeling on the cold pavement of the sanctuary, with
bowed head and drooping form; and as, at the sound of his footstep,
she turned and looked at him with eyes which shrank beneath his
earnest gaze, he started at the sorrow he saw revealed in their
troubled depths, and at the pallor of the sweet face, wan with woe,
which she quickly hid in her trembling hands. "Primrose," he said
gently, "you are in trouble of heart, and you hide it from me, who of
all men have the right to share your sorrows! Is this your trust and
confidence in me? Sweetheart"--and he touched softly the golden
head, which bowed yet lower at his words--"it is not sorrow only for
your beloved father's loss that has wrought such dark lines beneath
these dear eyes and on these wasted cheeks, and that has caused you
these many weary weeks to shut your doors upon me. Some other sorrow
weighs down your tender spirit, and you seek to bear it alone,
instead of suffering me to share it, as is my right!"
Primrose rose to her feet, and laying her hand on his arm, smiled
bravely in his face, as she said; "Come without, Percival, and we
will talk a few moments together, for I have more to say than may
well be spoken within these walls. Fain would I have hidden myself
from your sight yet awhile longer, till I could have worn away with
smiles these traces of my foolish tears! But come, I am strong, and
lest I become once more weak and cowardly of spirit, I will say my
say. It is but a selfish grief, dear Percival, of which you see
these marks upon my face--a selfish shrinking from a duty borne in
but of late upon me, that has made me bury myself these past weeks
within the walls of my castle and refuse admittance to you, whom I
craved to see. But now I will shrink no longer from what I have felt
I ought to say. Percival, it is my wish to release you from these
special ties of love and friendship we have vowed together before yon
altar--that you may be free to wed some day a maiden worthier than I
to share in your labours and enjoy your love, free to tread a
brighter path through this world than that to which your love for me
must bind you, and to know those beautiful joys of home, which would
surely lighten your cares and give you a happiness of which you as
yet refuse to dream, and which I, in the selfishness of my love for
you, have suffered you thus wholly to renounce for my sake. But your
life shall not be ever sacrificed for mine, Percival! Nay, speak not
hastily! Think on what I have said, and you will see, as I have come
to do, how blindly selfish I have been, and how far better it will be
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