Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
"Therefore the burden is sweeter than you deem possible," he
answered, his face kindling with a sudden glow; "and therefore, an
you will not suffer me to share and strive to lighten yours as
hitherto, I must needs bear it alone and unaided, till like two
solitary stars we each burn out drearily in our several courses,
instead of sending forth the dual light of our mutual love--bright
beams thrown into the darkness of other lives--as we have vowed to
do. Think you not my unalterable love for you may not likewise be
'God's decree,' sweetheart? Besides, bethink you, I have too a
burden laid on me by a forefather's sin. If your inheritance of
suffering has come through the words of hate and passion spoken by
the dying Ap Gryffyth, on me the penalty of those words may as justly
be laid, as on you the penalty of Bryn Afon's treachery. Shall I see
you suffer for the sins of others, and shrink from a like burden
myself? Prithee, sweet Shanno, suffer no shadow evermore to come
betwixt me and thee! I know that out of the nobleness of your heart
you have spoken, but believe me, dear heart, you can inflict on me no
more bitter pain than the knowledge of your continued distrust of my
love's endurance!"
"It is not mistrust of your love, Percival," she answered, "nor doubt
of your faithfulness, that has made me speak. It was the sense of my
duty towards you, which, having all this while slumbered, awoke
suddenly within my breast and bade me no longer seek my own life's
joy at the expense of yours. At least, beloved, an you will not now
consent to break the chain that binds us, you will promise me
this--that should any other love e'er steal unawares into your heart,
and this present sweet link betwixt us gall you with its bonds, you
will frankly open your heart to me as I now have to you, and suffer
me to give to another that blessing with which I would fain have seen
my own life crowned!"
Percival looked into the dark eyes which strove to meet his
fearlessly, yet revealed to his searching gaze but too clearly the
bitter sacrifice of self such words demanded, and his own filled with
tears. "An it will content you, sweetheart," he answered, "I will
make that promise, knowing full well the while that it is one ever
impossible of fulfilment. Oh, Primrose, rest content, I pray you, or
my heart will break to think this thought can longer dwell in your
mind! Believe me, the links that bind us will ever be to me of
brightest gold--of gold purified seven times in the fire of our
mutual suffering, and which death itself cannot sever! Yes, let me
hold you yet once more close to this heart, which beats for you
alone, and in these arms, which shall ever be your faithful shelter,
ere we kneel again awhile before yon altar, and pray for strength to
bear with patience the outward severance of our inwardly united
lives."
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
MASTER TAYLOR AT CRAIG ARTHUR.
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