Elizabeth stood for a long time regarding her, and many changes passed
over her face as she did so, but they all settled into a look of
determination, and she turned away. Whatever was to be borne she would
endure alone; she would keep her promise to the very letter. If ruin and
disgrace came they should fall on her alone. Why attempt to involve that
fair young creature in it?
She went to a cabinet in the corner of the room, opened a little drawer
and took out a package of letters. They were those her husband had
written to her during his long absence.
She drew an easy-chair near to the sofa and sat down, with her face
turned towards Elsie, opened one or two of the epistles and read
passages from them. One of the pages ran thus:
"Whatever may happen, no matter how long my absence may be protracted, I
know that you will take care of Elsie. If the worst should happen--if
death should surprise me in this far-off land, I know that you will
fulfil for me the promise I made my dying mother, and be a parent to
that desolate girl.
"Forgive me if I pain you by writing so sadly. I do not believe that any
misfortune will happen to me; something tells me that I shall reach home
in safety, and find love and happiness once more awaiting me there.
"But the charge I have in Elsie's future is always present to my mind. I
never can forget the words that my dying mother spoke; they are with me
night and day, and have been since the hour when they died on her pallid
lips.
"It rejoices my heart to think how different from most girls our little
Elsie is. If any harm were to reach her I think I should go mad;
disgrace to one whose blood was kindred to that in my veins would kill
me. You may think this pride a weakness, but it is too deeply rooted in
my nature ever to be eradicated. When I look about the world and see
girls disgracing themselves by improper marriages, elopements, often
social crimes, which must blight their lives and those of all connected
with them, I think what I should do under such circumstances.
"Elizabeth, I could not endure it. You are my wife; I love you more
deeply than you know of; but I tell you that I could better bear sorrow
which came to me through my wife, than the weakness or dishonor of one
who claimed my name by right of birth. It is an inherited pride, which
has, I know, come down from father to son, and will go with me through
life.
"But Elsie is safe--in your hands quite safe. I rest upon that thought.
I remember her loveliness, her innocence, her sweet childish ways, and I
am at peace again, knowing that you will care for her."
* * * * *
This was the letter Grantley Mellen had written during his long exile,
and his wife sat reading it in the presence of that sleeping girl.
After a time Elizabeth folded up the letters, kissed them passionately,
and laid them away.
"Perhaps it is the last time," she murmured. "The last time! I must not
think of it. Oh, my God, how will this day pass?"
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