That thought drove him nearly mad, it recalled that writing. Should it
prove the same! If this man had a second time thrust himself into his
life to blacken it with his treachery and hate! Terrible words died,
half uttered, on Mellen's lips, his face was fairly livid with passion,
a loathing and a hatred which only blood could wipe out.
Below the house the lawn and gardens led away into a grove, and towards
its gloom Mellen mechanically directed his steps under the cold, gray
sky. A chill wind was blowing up from the water, but he did not observe
it; in the fever which consumed him the air seemed absolutely stifling,
and he hurried on, increasing its excess by rapid movements.
He was in the grove, walking up and down, with no settled purpose,
striving only to escape those maddening thoughts which still clung to
him.
The wind was shaking the few remaining leaves from the trees and blowing
them about in rustling dreariness, the frosts had already touched the
grass and ferns, and though the place on a bright day would still have
been lovely, it looked bare and melancholy enough under that frowning
sky.
"It is like my life," muttered Mellen; "like my life, with an added
blackness coming up beyond."
Then his mood changed; again that fierce passion swept over his face,
leaving it dangerous and terrible.
"If that woman has deceived me," he cried aloud, "this time I will have
no mercy! She shall taste her degradation to the very dregs; there is no
depth of shame through which I will not drag her, though I ruin my own
soul in doing it! But it can't be! it can't be! It were death to believe
it! Oh, Elizabeth, Elizabeth!"
Every tender feeling of his nature went out in that last agonizing cry.
For the first time he realised all that this woman had been to him, how
completely she had woven herself with his life, and what a terrible
blank it would become if he were forced to tear her from it.
He made an effort to check those black thoughts, to invent excuses; he
was almost inclined to rush into the house, beg for the truth and
promise pardon in advance. Then he called himself a weak fool for the
idea that any excuse was possible.
"I will wait--I have the clue--it will all be made clear soon. I will
wait."
He clenched his hands with a groan that was half anguish, half rage, and
hurried more swiftly into the depths of the woods.
He came out upon a little eminence, from whence he could look down on
the paths and avenues leading towards the house, though the dwelling
itself was hidden by the thick growth of trees.
Along the high road he saw his wife riding at full speed toward the
woods, through which she passed with weary slowness, walking her horse
homeward, and looking anxiously down upon his reeking sides, and
smoothing his neck with her hand, as if troubled by those signs of hard
riding.
Where had the woman been? What deception was she practising now?
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