"You will all come and pass a day with us before long, I hope," Mr.
Rhodes said, with exuberant hospitality, when the time came at last to
order the carriage for his departure.
Elizabeth only answered with a wan smile. She could hardly stand. Mellen
accompanied his visitor through the hall, and the instant they
disappeared Elizabeth started for the door.
"Where are you going?" asked Elsie.
"To my room; I can't bear this."
"I'll go--"
"No, no, not yet; stay awhile, for heaven's sake let me rest alone one
moment." She staggered through the dining-room and was gone; when Mellen
entered the library again, Elsie sat alone by the fire, teasing the cat,
looking cheerfully pretty and childlike.
CHAPTER LX.
WAITING FOR THE HOUR.
The clock in Elizabeth's dressing-room had struck eleven, but there she
sat desolately looking into the fire, just as she had sunk into her
chair on first entering the chamber.
She heard her husband and Elsie ascend the stairs a full hour before,
but Mr. Mellen went straight on towards his own apartments. He had not
entered hers since the day the bracelet was found; she knew well that he
would not intrude upon her then.
For two long hours she had been alone with her dismal thoughts, no sound
broke the stillness, save the monotonous ticking of the clock or an
occasional sob and moan from the half spent wind without.
There was too much anxiety and agony in her mind for any of the nervous
terrors which had haunted her during the day. Then, as she thought what
the coming of the night would bring her, the heart in her bosom
shuddered. Now it stood still and seemed hardening into iron. If some
spirit had appeared with an articulate warning, she could not have been
more convinced that exposure and ruin were approaching her with rapid
strides. She would do her best, but that, she knew in her innermost
soul, would lead to destruction. She looked back on the past weeks, and
tried to remember if her plans had failed through her own weakness.
Before Mellen's return it had seemed possible to carry them out, to bury
the past utterly, and build a new palace of hope on its grave, but they
had all failed. It was not her fault, she had borne up as bravely as any
woman could have done under the circumstances, had been as circumspect
and guarded as it was possible to be, but from the moment of his
inopportune arrival, some untoward event had occurred to thwart every
project she had endeavered to carry out for her own salvation.
"It is fate," she muttered, in a cold whisper; "it is fate! Oh, my God,
help me, help me, for I have yet a right to pray!"
No, even the consolations of prayer were denied this most wretched
woman; the words seemed to freeze upon her lips; she could only moan in
that broken whisper:
"My God, help me, help me!"
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