"Speak then, and tell the whole truth. Do it. But have no thought that
even confession can save you; never hope for mercy from my weakness! You
can have no enemy who will prove so relentless as I will; if there was a
hope of your escape I would hunt you both down to utter disgrace--nay,
to death itself!"
"It is only to die," she muttered; "only to die."
"Will you speak; will you confess? Tell me how you murdered it?"
"There was no murder."
"But you buried it; you and this fiend who shared your guilt? Speak that
man's name; I will have it, and from your lips. But, oh, if you have
degraded my sister with this secret; if you have blighted her innocence
with a knowledge of your guilt----"
"Stop," she broke in; "stop! do not speak of her."
Even in that moment some recollections came upon her, and her face fell
forward, bowed down to her marble bosom.
"Elsie knows nothing," she said; "for her sake spare me."
"If you wish to escape having your shame dragged before the whole world,
tell me the truth."
"For her sake, for Elsie's, have mercy! I don't expect it--but,
remember, disgrace to me reflects not only on you but her! Think of
that--don't blight her whole future in crushing me!"
"I left her in your hands--she has been living in daily intercourse with
you--you have stained her lips with your kisses--degraded her by your
affection."
"I have not hurt her," she cried; "I tell you she never received harm
from me."
There was only one thought in her mind, to preserve Elsie from his
anger--the worst had come to her now. Her present agony was too great
for dread--the shame of the world--the most loathsome prison--nothing
could bring such pangs as this wrenching away of hope and happiness.
She sat upright on the ground, folding her hands in her lap. Weaker
women would have fainted, perhaps gone mad, but when the first dizzy
whirl had left her senses, she could see and think clearly.
"With this man you alone buried the child. Will you own it, or shall I
charge the servants as your accomplices--will you carry out your guilt
to the last, and let others suffer that you may escape?"
"No, no! I do not struggle. See, I do not defend myself. Let it fall on
me! But no murder, do not charge me with murder. Oh, I am not so bad as
that--I could not harm one of God's creatures."
"Is not your sin worse than murder? Why, the blackest criminal has white
hands compared to yours! You whom I loved and trusted--you have dragged
a man's soul through the depths of your sin."
"I have not, I have not!" she broke forth.
He pointed to the box--he turned his finger to the man who stood in the
shadows, shrouded with blackness, like the fiend he was. What could she
say--how could she deny with that evidence at her feet.
"Oh, my God, have mercy!" she groaned.
"Don't take his name on your lips--don't curse yourself more deeply by a
prayer!"
She crouched lower on the ground, her wild eyes were raised to heaven,
but there was no help--no aid.
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