Moving unobtrusively about, engaged in many small matters of
consideration, Brent recognized Bud Sellers and Jerry O'Keefe. He
himself remained until the burial had taken place, and was one of those
who lowered the coffin into the grave. But when those rites had been
concluded and another day had come Brent sought for Alexander to make
his adieus.
She was nowhere about the house and he went in search of her. He could
not bear to remain longer where he must endure the pain of her stricken
face. Of all the women he had ever known she stood forth as the most
unique--and in some ways the most impressive. She was undoubtedly the
most beautiful. He realized now that, though they were of different
and irreconcilable planes of life, there had never been a moment since
he had first seen her when he would not, save for his dragging on the
steady curb of reason, have fallen into a headlong infatuation. Now he
wished only to prove himself a serviceable friend.
When he had vainly sought her about the farm, it occurred to him to go
to the ragged "buryin' ground" and though he found her there he did not
obtrude upon her solitary vigil.
For Alexander was abandoning herself to one of those wild and
nerve-wracking tempests of weeping that come occasionally in a lifetime
to those who weep little. She had thrown herself face-down on the
ground beneath which Aaron McGivins slept, with arms outflung as though
seeking to reach into the grave and embrace him. As she had been both
son and daughter to him, he had been, to her, both father and mother.
Spasmodically her hands clenched and unclenched, and her fingers dug
wildly into the earth.
Brent turned away and left her there and it was a full two hours later
before he met her and led her, passive enough now, to a place from
which they overlooked that river that, not long ago, they had ridden
together. Under his gently diplomatic prompting she found relief in
unbosoming herself.
"He war all I hed----" she rebelliously declared. "An' whilst he lived
thet war enough--but now I hain't got nothin' left."
After a little she broke out again. "I hain't a woman--an' hain't a
man. I hain't nuthin'."
"Alexander," said Brent gently, "when I looked at your father's face in
there, I was thinking of what Parson Acup once told me. He said that
if your father had been a wishful man,"--he used the hill phrase for
ambition quite unconsciously, "he could have gone to the Legislature.
Perhaps to Congress."
"I reckon he mout ef hed any honors he craved," she replied. "Folks
was always pesterin' him ter run fer office."
The man looked off across the valley which was so desolate now and
which would soon be so tenderly green; so tuneful with leaf and blossom.
His eyes were seeing a vision and some of it he tried to voice.
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