One left unsupported may fail, and now she was alone--for Joe hardly
counted.
Ever since she had been old enough to think at all, she had been
inordinately proud of "being a man," and profoundly contemptuous of the
women about her whose colorless lives spelled thraldom and hard
servitude.
That long fostered and passionately held creed would die hard. She
would fight herself and whomsoever else challenged its acceptance--but
insidious doubts were assailing her.
So to all outward seeming Alexander McGivins was more the "he-woman"
than ever before, but in her inner heart the leaven of change was at
its yeasty work.
"I've got ter be a man," she told Joe, who mildly objected, even while
he leaned on her strength. "Now thet paw's gone, I hev greater need
then ever ter stand squ'ar on my own two feet."
The youth nodded. "I reckon ye're right," he acknowledged, "but folks
talks a heap. I'm always figgerin' thet I'm goin' ter hev ter lick
somebody erbout ye. I wouldn't suffer nobody ter speak ill of ye when
I war present."
Alexander looked steadily at the boy. "I'm obleeged ter ye, but I'll
do my own fightin', Joe," she told him calmly. "I'll even make shift
ter do some o' your'n, an' yit----" She paused a moment and he
inquired, "Wa'al, what's on yore mind, Alexander?"
"An' yit," she went on more slowly and thoughtfully, "I'd be mighty
nigh willin' ter prove ther cause of ye gittin' in one or two good
fights--ef hit couldn't be brought ter pass no other way."
"Paw always counseled peace, ef a feller warn't pushed too fur," he
alleged in defense of his pacific attitude.
"So does I. But Joe, hit's jest on yore own account thet I'd like ter
see ye show more sperit. Folks talks erbout _you_ too. I know what
blood ye've got, commandin' blood--an' ef ye got roused up onc't hit'd
mek a more upstandin' man of ye. I knows hit's a lie, but I've heered
ye called ther disablest feller on Shoulder-blade!"
A touch of contempt stole into her voice as she added, "An' yore paw's
only son!"
He went away somewhat sulkily, but she had ignited in him a spark of
needed torture. Bred of a fighting line, the acid of self-scorn began
eating into his pride, and when a few days later he halted at a wayside
smithy, which was really only a "blind-tiger," and came upon a drinking
crowd, the ferment of his thoughts developed into action.
Sol Breck was sitting with his back turned as the boy strolled in and
it chanced that he was talking about Alexander. The girl herself with
her square sense of justice, would have recognized his comments as
crude jesting and would have passed them by unresented.
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