Suddenly Edith, beside him, ran her hand through his arm.
“If I had been a different sort of girl, Willy, do you think--could you
ever have cared for me?”
“I never thought about you that way,” he said, simply. “I do care for
you. You know that.”
She dropped her hand.
“You are in love with Lily Cardew. That's why you don't--I've known it
all along, Willy. I used to think you'd get over it, never seeing her
and all that. But you don't, do you?” She looked up at him. “The real
thing lasts, I suppose. It will with me. I wish to heaven it wouldn't.”
He was most uncomfortable, but he drew her hand within his arm again and
held it there.
“Don't get to thinking that you care anything about me,” he said.
“There's not as much love in the world as there ought to be, and we all
need to hold hands, but--don't fancy anything like that.”
“I wanted to tell you. If I hadn't known about her I wouldn't have told
you, but--you said it when you said there's not as much love as there
ought to be. I'm gone, but I guess my caring for you hasn't hurt me any.
It's the only reason I'm alive to-day.”
She freed her hand, and stood staring out over the little autumn
garden. There was such brooding trouble in her face that he watched her
anxiously.
“I think mother suspects,” she said at last.
“I hope not, Edith.”
“I think she does. She watches me all the time, and she asked to see Dan
to-night. Only he didn't come home.”
“You must deny it, Edith,” he said, almost fiercely. “She must not know,
ever. That is one thing we can save her, and must save her.”
But, going upstairs as usual before he went out, he realized that Edith
was right, and that matters had reached a crisis. The sick woman had
eaten nothing, and her eyes were sunken and anxious. There was an
unspoken question in them, too, as she turned them on him. Most
significant of all, the little album was not beside her, nor the usual
litter of newspapers on the bed.
“I wish you weren't going out, Willy,” she said querulously. “I want to
talk to you about something.”
“Can't we discuss it in the morning?”
“I won't sleep till I get it off my mind, Willy.” But he could not face
that situation then. He needed time, for one thing. Surely there must be
some way out, some way to send this frail little woman dreamless to her
last sleep, life could not be so cruel that death would seem kind.
He spoke at three different meetings that night, for the election was
close at hand. Pink Denslow took him about in his car, and stood waiting
for him at the back of the crowd. In the intervals between hall and hall
Pink found Willy Cameron very silent and very grave, but he could not
know that the young man beside him was trying to solve a difficult
question. Which was: did two wrongs ever make a right?
At the end of the last meeting Willy Cameron decided to walk home.
“I have some things to think over. Pink,” he said. “Thanks for the car.
It saves a lot of time.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account