She was hating herself very vigorously on that Sunday afternoon. Mademoiselle and she had lunched alone in Lily's sitting-room, and Mademoiselle had dozed off in her chair afterwards, a novel on her knee. Lily was wandering about downstairs when the telephone rang, and she had a quick conviction that it was Louis Akers. It was only Willy Cameron, however, asking her if she cared to go for a walk. “I've promised Jinx one all day,” he explained, “and we might as well combine, if you are not busy.” She smiled at that. “I'd love it,” she said. “In the park?” “Wait a moment.” Then: “Yes, Jinx says the park is right.” His wholesome nonsense was good for her. She drew a long breath. “You are precisely the person I need to-day,” she said. “And come soon, because I shall have to be back at five.” When he came he was very neat indeed, and most scrupulous as to his heels being polished. He was also slightly breathless. “Had to sew a button on my coat,” he explained. “Then I found I'd sewed in one of my fingers and had to start all over again.” Lily was conscious of a change in him. He looked older, she thought, and thinner. His smile, when it came, was as boyish as ever, but he did not smile so much, and seen in full daylight he was shabby. He seemed totally unconscious of his clothes, however. “What do you do with yourself, Willy?” she asked. “I mean when you are free?” “Read and study. I want to take up metallurgy pretty soon. There's a night course at the college.” “We use metallurgists in the mill. When you are ready I know father would be glad to have you.” He flushed at that. “Thanks,” he said. “I'd rather get in, wherever I go, by what I know, and not who I know.” She felt considerably snubbed, but she knew his curious pride. After a time, while he threw a stick into the park lake and Jinx retrieved it, he said: “What do you do with yourself these days, Lily?” “Nothing. I've forgotten how to work, I'm afraid. And I'm not very happy, Willy. I ought to be, but I'm just--not.” “You've learned what it is to be useful,” he observed gravely, “and now it hardly seems worth while just to live, and nothing else. Is that it?” “I suppose.” “Isn't there anything you can do?” “They won't let me work, and I hate to study.” There was a silence. Willy Cameron sat on the bench, bent and staring ahead. Jinx brought the stick, and, receiving no attention, insinuated a dripping body between his knees. He patted the dog's head absently. “I have been thinking about the night I went to dinner at your house,” he said at last. “I had no business to say what I said then. I've got a miserable habit of saying just what comes into my mind, and I've been afraid, ever since, that it would end in your not wanting to see me again. Just try to forget it happened, won't you?” “I knew it was an impulse, but it made me very proud, Willy.”