It is hardly necessary, I am sure, to labor the point very much. There
is the instinct to be curious: it disposes one man to measure the
diameter of Betelgeuse when he is forty years old; when he was a child
it disposed him to find out whether he could hang up a cat by its
tail; that curious child’s companion in the experiment on the cat was
disposed, when he grew up, to take much trouble in finding out how much
income tax his neighbor paid and whether his employer was faithful to
his wife. The parental instinct of one man is to launch his child on
the world as an independent human being; in another man the instinct
manifests itself as a determination to have children who will depend
upon him and cater to him all his days long. So when we make lists of
our impulses we really do not know enough about them to pass judgment.
For desires are complex, and their greatest complexity lies in the fact
that they change.
The objects of desire are no less complex. Take, for example, a jade
goddess. To a Chinese coolie it is an object with mysterious powers, a
part of the mechanism which governs the universe. But the jade goddess
is now in a Fifth Avenue shop window, and a policeman on his beat
[p170] sees it. It is a green stone figure to him. The dealer inside
knows that it is rare and is worth a thousand dollars. The collector
could enjoy it immensely if he possessed it. The connoisseur finds
intricate pleasure in it as a work of art and an elaborate interest in
it as a memento of a whole culture. The objects of desire, then, are
not simple things. We help to create them. We say that this man desires
that woman. But what, in fact, does he desire? A few moments of ecstasy
from her body, something which a thousand women could give him equally
well, or an intimate union with so much of her whole being that for
that very reason she is unique to him? The quality of his passion and
the character of his mistress will depend in a very large degree on how
much of her being he takes into account. It depends also, I hasten to
add, on how much there is to take into account.
At any moment in our lives we desire only those objects which we are
then capable of desiring and in the way we are then capable of desiring
them. But our desires do not remain fixed from the cradle to the grave.
They change. And as they change the desirability of objects about us
changes too. It is impossible, then, to make lists of good and evil
desires and of good and evil objects. For good and evil are qualities
in the relationship between variable desires and variable objects of
desire.
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