As for Lavender, what was he thinking of, now that he and his young wife
were driving home from their first experiment in society? He had to
confess to a certain sense of failure. His dreams had not been realized.
Every one who had spoken to him had conveyed to him, as freely as good
manners would admit, their congratulations and their praises of his
wife. But the impressive scenes he had been forecasting were out of the
question. There was a little curiosity about her on the part of those
who knew her story, and that was all. Sheila bore herself very well. She
made no blunders. She had a good presence, she sang well, and every one
could see that she was handsome, gentle and honest. Surely, he argued
with himself, that ought to content the most exacting. But, in spite of
all argument, he was not content. He did not regret that he had
sacrificed his liberty in a freak of romance; he did not even regard the
fact of a man in his position having dared to marry a penniless girl as
anything very meritorious or heroic; but he had hoped that the dramatic
circumstances of the case would be duly recognized by his friends, and
that Sheila would be an object of interest and wonder and talk in a
whole series of social circles. But the result of his venture was
different. There was only one married man the more in London, and London
was not disposed to pay any particular heed to that circumstance.
CHAPTER XIII.
BY THE WATERS OF BABYLON.
If Frank Lavender had been told that his love for his wife was in danger
of waning, he would have laughed the suggestion to scorn. He was as fond
of her and as proud of her as ever. Who knew as well as himself the
tenderness of her heart, the delicate sensitiveness of her conscience,
the generosity of self-sacrifice she was always ready to bestow? and was
he likely to become blind, so that he should fail to see how fair and
frank and handsome she was? He had been disappointed, it is true, in his
fancies about the impression she would produce on his friends; but what
a trifle was that! The folly of those fancies was his own. For the rest,
he was glad that Sheila was not so different from the other women whom
he knew. He hit upon the profound reflection, as he sat alone in his
studio, that a man’s wife, like his costume, should not be so remarkable
as to attract attention. The perfection of dress was that you should be
unconscious of its presence; might that not be so with marriage? After
all, it was better he had not bound himself to lug about a lion whenever
he visited people’s houses.
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