But these confidences were suddenly interrupted. She had got down to
Addison Terrace, and was contentedly looking at the trees and chatting
to the dog, when by accident her eyes happened to light on a brougham
that was driving past. In it--she beheld them both clearly for a brief
second--were her husband and Mrs. Lorraine so engaged in conversation
that neither of them saw her. Sheila stood on the pavement for a couple
of minutes absolutely bewildered. All sorts of wild fancies and
recollections came crowding in upon her--reasons why her husband was
unwilling that she should visit his studio, why Mrs. Lorraine never
called on her, and so forth, and so forth. She did not know what to
think for a time; but presently all this tumult was stilled, and she had
resolved her doubts and made up her mind as to what she should do. She
would not suspect her husband--that was the one sweet security to which
she clung. He had made use of no duplicity; if there were duplicity in
the case at all he could not be the author of it. The reasons for his
having of late left her so much alone were the true reasons. And if this
Mrs. Lorraine should amuse him and interest him, who ought to grudge him
this break in the monotony of his work? Sheila knew that she herself
disliked going to those fashionable gatherings to which Mrs. Lorraine
went, and to which Lavender had been accustomed to go before he was
married. How could she expect him to give up all his old habits and
pleasures for her sake? She would be more generous. It was her own fault
that she was not a better companion for him, then, to think hardly of
him because he went to the Park with a friend instead of going alone?
Yet there was a great bitterness and grief in her heart as she turned
and walked on. She spoke no more to the deerhound by her side. There
seemed to be less sunlight in the air, and the people and carriages
passing were hardly so busy and cheerful and interesting as they had
been. But all the same, she would go to Richmond Park, and by herself;
for what was the use in calling in at the studio? and how could she go
back home and sit in the house, knowing that her husband was away at
some flower-show or morning concert, or some such thing, with that young
American lady?
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