“Wouldn’t you like, Bras, to be up in Borva again--only for this
afternoon? All the people would come running out; and it is little
Ailasa, she would put her arms around your neck; and old Peter
McTavish, he would hear who it was, and come out of his house groping by
the wall, and he would say, ‘Pless me! iss it you, Miss Sheila, indeed
and mirover? It iss a long time since you hef left the Lewis.’ Yes it is
a long time--a long time; and I will be almost forgotten what it is like
sometimes when I try to think of it. Here it is always the same--the
same houses, the same soft air, the same still sunlight, the same things
to do and places to see--no storms shaking the windows or ships running
into the harbor, and you cannot go down to the shore to see what has
happened, or up the hill to look how the sea is raging. But it is one
day we will go back to the Lewis--oh, yes, we will go back to the
Lewis!”
She rose and looked wistfully around her, and then turned with a sigh to
make her way to the gates. It was with no especial sort of gladness that
she thought of returning home. Here, in the great stillness, she had
been able to dream of the far island which she knew, and to fancy
herself for a few minutes there; now she was going back to the dreary
monotony of her life in that square, and to the doubts and anxieties
which had been suggested to her in the morning. The world she was about
to enter once more seemed so much less homely, so much less full of
interest and purpose, than that other and distant world she had been
wistfully regarding for a time. The people around her hid neither the
joys nor the sorrows with which she had been taught to sympathize. Their
cares seemed to her to be exaggeration of trifles--she could feel no
pity for them; their satisfaction was derived from sources
unintelligible to her. And the social atmosphere around her seemed still
and close and suffocating; so that she was like to cry out at times for
one breath of God’s clear wind--for a shaft of lightning even--to cut
through the sultry and drowsy sameness of her life.
She had almost forgotten the dog by her side. While sitting under the
chestnut she had carelessly and loosely wound the leash around his neck
in the semblance of a collar, and when she arose and came away she let
the dog walk by her side without undoing the leash and taking proper
charge of him. She was thinking of far other things, indeed, when she
was startled by some one calling to her, “Look out, Miss, or you’ll have
your dog shot!”
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