It was a beautiful, bright, clear day, though the wind was a trifle
chilly, and all around her there was a sense of space and light and
motion in the shining skies, the far clouds and the heaving and noisy
sea. Yet she had none of the gladness of heart with which she used to
rush out of the house at Borva to drink in the fresh, salt air, and feel
the sunlight on her cheeks. She walked away, with her face wistful and
pensive, along the King’s road, scarcely seeing any of the people who
passed her; and the noise of the crowd and of the waves hummed in her
ears in a distant fashion, even as she walked along the wooden railing
over the beach. She stopped and watched some men putting off a heavy
fishing-boat, and she still stood and looked long after the boat was
launched. She would not confess to herself that she felt lonely and
miserable; it was the sight of the sea that was melancholy. It seemed so
different from the sea off Borva, that had always to her a familiar and
friendly look, even when it was raging and rushing before a Southwest
wind. Here this sea looked vast and calm and sad, and the sound of it
was not pleasant to her ears, as was the sound of the waves on the rocks
at Borva. She walked on, in a blind and unthinking fashion, until she
had got far up the Parade, and could see the long line of monotonous
white cliff meeting the dull blue plain of the waves until both
disappeared in the horizon.
She returned to the King’s road a trifle tired, and sat down on one of
the benches there. The passing of the people would amuse her; and now
the pavement was thronged with a crowd of gayly-dressed folks, and the
centre of the thoroughfare brisk with the constant going and coming of
riders. She saw strange old women painted, powdered and bewigged in
hideous imitation of youth, pounding up and down the level street, and
she wondered what wild hallucinations possessed the brains of these poor
creatures. She saw troops of beautiful young girls, with flowing hair,
clear eyes and bright complexions, riding by, a goodly company, under
charge of a riding-mistress, and the world seemed to grow sweeter when
they came into view. But while she was vaguely gazing and wondering and
speculating, her eyes were suddenly caught by two riders whose
appearance sent a throb to her heart. Frank Lavender rode well, so did
Mrs. Lorraine; and, though they were paying no particular attention to
the crowd of passers-by, they doubtless knew that they could challenge
criticism with an easy confidence. They were laughing and talking to
each other as they went rapidly by; neither of them saw Sheila. The girl
did not look after them. She rose and walked in the other direction,
with a greater pain at her heart than had been there for many a day.
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