It was now his turn to be astonished, and mortified as well. He could
not have believed it possible that she should so calmly acquiesce in the
dismissal of one of her dearest friends. He had expected a more or less
angry protest, if not a distinct refusal, which would have given him an
opportunity for displaying the injuries he conceived himself to have
suffered at their hands. Why had she not come to himself? This man
Ingram was presuming upon his ancient friendship, and on the part he had
taken in forwarding the marriage up at Borva. He had always, moreover,
been somewhat too much of a schoolmaster, with his severe judgments, his
sententious fashion of criticising and warning people, and his readiness
to prove the whole world wrong in order to show himself to be right. All
these and many other things Lavender meant to say to Sheila so soon as
she had protested against his forbidding Ingram to come any more to the
house. But there was no protest. Sheila did not even seem surprised. She
went back to her seat by the window, folded up Duncan’s letter, and put
it in her pocket; and then she turned to look at the sea.
Lavender regarded her for a moment, apparently doubting whether he
should himself prosecute the subject; then he turned and left the room.
Sheila did not cry or otherwise seek to compassionate herself. Her
husband had told her to do a certain thing, and she would do it. Perhaps
she had been imprudent in having confided in Mr. Ingram, and if so, it
was right that she should be punished. But the regret and pain that lay
deep in her heart were that Ingram should have suffered through her, and
that she had no opportunity of telling him that, though they might not
see each other, she would never forget her friendship for him, or cease
to be grateful to him for his unceasing and generous kindness to her.
Next morning Lavender was summoned to London by a telegram which
announced that his aunt was seriously ill. He and Sheila got ready at
once, left by a forenoon train, had some brief luncheon at home, and
then went to see the old lady in Kensington Gore. During their journey
Lavender had been rather more kind and courteous toward Sheila than was
his wont. Was he pleased that she had so readily obeyed him in this
matter of giving up about the only friend she had in London, or was he
moved by some visitation of compunction? Sheila tried to show that she
was grateful for his kindness, but there was that between them which
could not be removed by chance phrases or attentions.
Mrs. Lavender was in her own room. Paterson brought word that she wanted
to see Sheila first alone; so Lavender sat down in the gloomy
drawing-room by the window, and watched the people riding or driving
past, and the sunshine on the dusty green trees in the Park.
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