“I will sing for you a little German song which, I believe, Jenny Lind
used to sing; but I never heard her sing. You know German?”
“Very little, indeed.”
“This is only the cry of some one who is far away about his sweetheart.
It is very simple, both in the words and the music.”
And he began to sing, in a voice so rich, so tender and expressive that
Sheila sat amazed and bewildered to hear him. Where had this boy caught
such a trick of passion, or was it really a trick that threw into his
voice all the pathos of a strong man’s love and grief? He had a powerful
baritone, of unusual compass and rare sweetness; but it was not the
finely-trained art of his singing, but the passionate abandonment of it,
that thrilled Sheila, and, indeed, brought tears to her eyes. How had
this mere lad learned all the yearning and despair of love that he sang?
Dir debt die Brust,
Dir schlägt dies Herz.
Du meine Lust!
O du, mein Schmerz!
Nur an den Winden, den Sternen der Höh,
Muss ich verkünden mein süsses Weh!--
as though his heart were breaking? When he had finished he paused for a
moment or two before leaving the piano, and then he came over to where
Sheila sat. She fancied there was a strange look in his face, as of one
who had been really experiencing the wild emotions of which he sang; but
he said, in his ordinary, careful way of speaking, “Madame, I am sorry I
cannot translate the words for you into English. They are too simple;
and they have, what is common in most German songs, a mingling of the
pleasure and the sadness of being in love, that would not read natural
perhaps in English. When he says to her that she is his greatest delight
and also his greatest grief, it is quite right in the German, but not in
the English.”
“But where have you learned all these things?” she said to him, talking
to him as if he were a mere child, and looking without fear into his
handsome boyish face and fine eyes. “Sit down and tell me. That is the
song of some one whose sweetheart is far away, you said. But you sang it
as if you yourself had some sweetheart far away.”
“So I have, madame,” he said, seriously: “when I sing the song, I think
of her then, so that I almost cry for her.”
“And who is she?” said Sheila, gently. “Is she very far away?”
“I do not know,” said the lad, absently. “I do not know who she is.
Sometimes I think she is a beautiful woman away at St. Petersburg,
singing in the opera house there. Or I think she has sailed away in a
ship from me.”
“But you do not sing about any particular person?” said Sheila, with an
innocent wonder appearing in her eyes.
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