It seemed to him at this moment that he was looking at Sheila’s funeral.
There was a great stillness in that small house at Borvapost. There was
a boat--Sheila’s own boat--down at the shore there, and there were two
or three figures in black in it. The day was gray and rainy; the sea
washed along the melancholy shores; the far hills were hidden in mist.
And now he saw some people come out of the house into the rain, and the
bronze and bearded men had oars with them, and on the crossed oars there
was a coffin placed. They went down the hillside. They put the coffin in
the stern of the boat, and in absolute silence, except for the wailing
of the women, they pulled away down the dreary Loch Roag till they came
to the island where the burial ground is. They carried the coffin up to
that small enclosure, with its rank grass growing green and the rain
falling on the rude stones and memorials. How often had he leaned on
that low stone wall, and read the strange inscriptions in various
tongues over the graves of mariners from distant countries who had met
with their death on this rocky coast? Had not Sheila herself pointed out
to him, with a sad air, how many of these memorials bore the words, “who
was drowned;” and that, too, was the burden of the rudely spelt legends
beginning “Heir rutt in Gott,” or “Her under hviler stovit,” and
sometimes ending with the pathetic “Wunderschen ist unsre Hoffnung.” The
fishermen brought the coffin to the newly-made grave, the women standing
back a bit, old Scarlett Macdonald stroking Mairi’s hair, and bidding
the girl control her frantic grief, though the old woman herself could
hardly speak for her tears and lamentations. He could read the words
“Sheila Mackenzie” on the small silver plate; she had been taken away
from all association with him and his name. And who was this old man
with the white hair and the white beard, whose hands were tightly
clenched, and his lips firm, and a look as of death in the sunken and
wild eyes? Mackenzie was gray a year before--
“Ingram,” he said, suddenly, and his voice startled his companion, “do
you think it is possible to make Sheila happy again?”
“How can I tell?” said Ingram.
“You used to know everything she could wish--everything she was thinking
about. If you find her out now, will you get to know? Will you see what
I can do--not by asking her to come back, not by trying to get back my
own happiness, but anything, it does not matter what it is, I can do for
her? If she would rather not see me again, I will stay away. Will you
ask her, Ingram?”
“We have got to find her first,” said his companion.
“A young girl like that,” said Lavender, taking no heed of the
objection, “surely she cannot always be unhappy. She is so young and
beautiful, and takes so much interest in many things; surely she may
have a happy life.”
“She might have had.”
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