He went to bed, but not to sleep. He had resolved to ask Sheila
Mackenzie to be his wife, and a thousand conjectures as to the future
were floating about his imagination. In the first place, would she
listen to his prayer? She knew nothing of him beyond what she might have
heard from Ingram. He had had no opportunity, during their friendly
talking, of revealing to her what he thought of herself; but might she
not have guessed it? Then her father--what action might not this
determined old man take in the matter? Would his love for his daughter
prompt him to consider her happiness alone?
All these things, however, were mere preliminaries, and the imagination
of the young man soon overleapt them. He began to draw pictures of
Sheila as his wife in their London home, among his friends, at Hastings,
at Ascot, in Hyde Park. What would people say of the beautiful
sea-princess with the proud air, the fearless eye and the gentle and
musical voice? Hour after hour he lay and could not sleep; a fever of
anticipation, of fear and hope combined, seemed to stir in his blood and
throb in his brain. At last, in a paroxysm of unrest, he rose, hastily
dressed himself, stole down stairs, and made his way out into the cool
air of the night.
It could not be the coming dawn that revealed to him the outlines of the
shore and the mountains and the loch? The moon had already sunk in the
Southwest; not from her came that strange clearness by which all these
objects were defined. Then the young man bethought him of what Sheila
had said of the twilight in these latitudes, and, turning to the North,
he saw there a pale glow which looked as if it were the last faint
traces of some former sunset. All over the rest of the heavens something
of the same metallic clearness reigned, so that the stars were pale, and
a gray hue lay over the sea, and over the island, the white bays, the
black rocks and the valleys, in which lay a scarcely perceptible mist.
He left the house and went vaguely down to the sea. The cold air,
scented strongly with the seaweed, blew about him, and was sweet and
fresh on the lips and the forehead. How strange was the monotonous sound
of the waves, mournful and distant, like the sound in a sea-shell! That
alone spoke in the awful stillness of the night, and it seemed to be
telling of those things which the silent stars and the silent hills had
looked down on for ages and ages. Did Sheila really love this terrible
thing, with its strange voice talking in the night, or did she not
secretly dread it and shudder at it when she sang of all that old
sadness? There was ringing in his ears the “Wail of Dunevegan” as he
listened for a while to the melancholy plashing of the waves all around
the lonely shores; and there was a cry of “Dunevegan, oh! Dunevegan,
oh!” weaving itself curiously with those wild pictures of Sheila in
London, which were still floating before his imagination.
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