He walked away around the coast, seeing almost nothing of the objects
around him, but conscious of the solemn majesty of the mountains and the
stillness of the throbbing stars. He could have called aloud, “Sheila!
Sheila!” but that all the place seemed associated with her presence; and
might he not turn suddenly to find her figure standing by him, with her
face grown wild and pale as it was in the ballad, and a piteous and
awful look in her eyes? He scarcely dared look around, lest there should
be a phantom Sheila appealing to him for compassion, and complaining
against him with her speechless eyes for a wrong that he could not
understand. He fled from her, but he knew that she was there; and all
the love in his heart went out to her as if beseeching her to go away
and forsake him, and forgive him the injury of which she seemed to
accuse him. What wrong had he done her that he should be haunted by this
spectre, that did not threaten, but only looked piteously toward him
with eyes full of entreaty and pain?
He left the shore, and blindly made his way up to the pasture-land
above, careless whither he went. He knew not how long he had been away
from the house, but here was a small fresh-water lake set around about
with rushes, and far over there in the East lay a glimmer of the
channels between Borva and Lewis. But soon there was another light in
the East, high over the low mists that lay along the land. A pale
blue-gray arose in the cloudless sky, and the stars went out one by
one. The mists were seen to lie in thicker folds along the desolate
valleys. Then a faintly yellow-whiteness stole up into the sky, and
broadened and widened, and, behold! the little moorland loch caught a
reflection of the glare, and there was a streak of crimson here and
there on the dark-blue surface of the water. Loch Roag began to
brighten. Suainabhal was touched with rose-red on its Eastern slopes.
The Atlantic seemed to rise out of its purple sleep with the new light
of a new dawn; and then there was a chirruping of birds over the heath,
and the first shafts of the sunlight ran along the surface of the sea,
and lit up the white wavelets that were breaking on the beach. The new
day struck upon him with a strange sense of wonder. Where was he?
Whither had gone the wild visions of the night, the feverish dread, the
horrible forebodings? The strong mental emotion that had driven him out
now produced its natural reaction; he looked about in a dazed fashion at
the revelation of light around him, and felt himself trembling with
weakness. Slowly, blindly, and hopelessly he set to walk back across the
island, with the sunlight of the fresh morning calling into life ten
thousand audible things of the moorland around him.
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