“But why think of such a thing?” he said. “You need not look at all the
possible troubles of life when you take such a simple step as this.
Sheila, don’t be hasty in any such resolve; you may be sure all the
gloomy things you have been thinking of will disappear when we get close
to them. And this is such a simple thing. I don’t ask you to say you
will be my wife--I have no right to ask you yet--but I have only asked
permission of you to let me think of it; and even Mr. Ingram sees no
great harm in that.”
“Does _he_ know?” she said, with a start of surprise and fear.
“Yes,” said Lavender, wishing he had bitten his tongue in two before he
had uttered the word. “You know we have no secrets from each other; and
to whom could I go for advice but to your oldest friend?”
“And what did he say?” she asked, with a strange look in her eyes.
“Well, he sees a great many difficulties, but he thinks they will easily
be got over.”
“Then,” she said, with her eyes again cast down and a certain sadness in
her tone, “I must explain to him, too, and tell him I had no
understanding of what I said last night.”
“Sheila, you won’t do that!” urged the young man. “It means nothing--it
pledges you to nothing.”
“Sheila! Sheila!” cried her father, cheerily, from the window, “come in
and let us hef our breakfast.”
“Yes, papa,” said the girl, and she went into the house, followed by her
companion.
But how could she find an opportunity of making this explanation?
Shortly after breakfast the wagonette was at the door of the little
Barvas inn, and Sheila came out of the house and took her place in it
with an unusual quietness of manner and hopelessness of look. Ingram,
sitting opposite to her, and knowing nothing of what had taken place,
fancied that this was but an expression of girlish timidity, and that it
was his business to interest her and amuse her until she should forget
the strangeness and newness of her position. Nay, as he had resolved to
make the best of matters as they stood, and as he believed that Sheila
had half confessed to a special liking for his friend from the South,
what more fitting thing could he do than endeavor to place Lavender in
the most favorable light in her eyes? He began to talk of all the
brilliant and successful things the young man had done as fully as he
could before himself. He contrived to introduce pretty anecdotes of
Lavender’s generosity; and there were plenty of these, for the young
fellow had never a thought of consequences if he was touched by a tale
of distress, and if he could help the sufferer either with his own or
any one else’s money. Ingram talked of all their excursions together, in
Devonshire, in Brittany and elsewhere, to impress on Sheila how well he
knew his friend and how long their intimacy had lasted. At first the
girl was singularly reserved and silent, but somehow, as pleasant
recollections were multiplied, and as Lavender seemed to have been
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