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“Good God! And you would do it? Why--” The prisoner checked himself
suddenly, as one on the verge of a precipice, faced about, and went on
more calmly: “But you must know that I wouldn’t allow it. It is the
height of generosity and unselfishness on your part to offer it, but I
can not accept--indeed, I can not.”
“You must accept; it is my privilege to insist.”
“And mine to refuse, ungracious as it may seem. I can not give you my
reasons, and you must not ask them. But I’ll say to you what I have not
said to anybody else. If I should suffer you to do this thing which you
propose you would never forgive me as long as you live!”
The judge met him firmly on his own ground. “That is only adding
mystery to mystery. Be frank with me, Mr. Brant, at whatever cost to
yourself, or to any one.”
There was no reply to this, and the judge pressed his advantage
vigorously. “Let us put away all equivocation and seek only to
understand each other,” he went on. “You have committed this
crime”--the prisoner looked up quickly, and seemed to draw breath of
relief--“you have committed this crime, and for some reason, real or
fancied, you are determined to make no effort to save yourself. From
a purely self-centred point of view this may seem right and proper;
but you must remember that no man lives or dies to himself. You owe
something to your friends; you owe something to me, since it was at
least a part of your errand last Friday night to find my son and to
send him home.”
“Then you know--” Brant began, but the judge went on quickly:
“I know that much, and no more. It is for you to tell me the rest.”
“I can’t do it, Judge Langford, and you must forgive me if I still
insist that you do not know what you are asking of me. I appreciate
your kindness more than I can tell, but I can not suffer it. I have
sins enough to answer for, God knows, without adding another for which
there would be no forgiveness in this world or the next.”
The judge shook his head slowly. “Your point of view grows more
and more inexplicable, Mr. Brant. In what possible way could your
confidence in me wrong any one?”
Brant leaned against the wall with folded arms, the gray eyes narrowing
and the firm jaw settling itself in rigid lines.
“Perhaps the word was ill chosen. But if I should do as you ask, there
would be sorrow and grief and misery where I would fain see happiness.
And for myself there would be regrets deep and lifelong. You will say
this is more mystery, but I can not help it. I know quite well what I
am doing, and I have counted the cost to the last farthing. My life has
been a sorry failure, Judge Langford--so poor a thing that I can afford
to give it freely if the law shall demand it.”
The judge pursed his lips and made another step in the outworking of
the problem of deduction.
“Am I to understand by this that free speech on your part would involve
others besides yourself?” he asked.
“It would involve others--yes, many others.”
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