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“Please don’t say that--not to me. None of the others had my right. It
was I who sent you.”
He flinched at that and gave ground a little. “You have a good right,
Miss Langford, though it isn’t builded upon your little cry for help.
What would you have me do?”
“Whatever papa wants you to do,” she rejoined quickly, deeming it best
not to go too deeply into particulars.
“I am sorry to have to refuse you anything; but this that you ask is
altogether impossible.”
“Why is it impossible?”
“Because--God in heaven!--none of you know what you are asking!”
“Then tell me, so I may know.”
“I can’t do that, either.”
“Won’t you tell me if I guess it?”
The pleading eyes unsteadied him, and he receded yet another step.
“Perhaps,” he said, hesitating.
“Are you afraid that if you defend yourself my brother will be in
danger?”
Is there something in the washing of tears that gives insight to
sympathetic eyes? She saw deep into him at that moment; saw that
to deny her accusation would be to lie; saw also that he could not
look into her eyes and find words to frame the falsehood. So she was
prepared for the evasion.
“And if that were true, what then?”
“You would be making a terrible and utterly useless mistake. Don’t you
know--haven’t they told you? It has been proved that my brother could
not have done it.”
He did not ask how it had been proved. It was enough that she believed
it, and it was the final drop of bitterness in the cup of expiation
that he had thought to drain bravely to the dregs. To her, as to all
others, save only Antrim, he was a murderer. It was more than he could
bear unmoved, and he turned from her lest she should see the anguish in
his face and be moved by it to say the thing which was not true. When
he did not reply she spoke again:
“That was the reason, wasn’t it?”
“It was--it _is_.” The words said themselves because there was no
strength left in him wherewith to hold them back.
She gave him no time to draw again the sheathed sword of denial. “I was
sure of it. But you won’t hesitate any longer now, will you?--not after
what I have told you.”
“Hesitate--to tell them I am guilty? No, I shall not hesitate; I’ll
confess to you--here--now, if you wish.” He faced her suddenly, but
again the tear-brightened eyes and their pleading unmanned him. “No, I
can’t say it to you,” he went on, softening and becoming as the clay on
the potter’s wheel in spite of himself. “In the eye of the law--in the
eyes of the whole world--I am a murderer, taken in the very act. But I
can not go to my death with the thought that the only woman I have ever
loved believes me guilty of such a cowardly crime. I did not kill James
Harding.”
Dorothy forgot her errand, forgot the papers, forgot everything in the
horror of a great doubt and the ecstasy of an unchartered joy still
greater than the doubt which suddenly threatened to suffocate her.
Nevertheless, a misunderstanding, rooted and grounded as hers was, dies
hard.
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