Was it imagination, or did I really hear an anxious voice calling
after us as Sir Claudius led me away from the subterranean hall and
up a steep flight of stone steps? My companion declared that it was
nothing but the echo of our own footsteps, yet I had my doubts.
CHAPTER XVIII
On the Point of being Wed
I will not attempt to describe my misery during the weeks which
intervened between my consenting to become the wife of Sir Claudius
and the dawning of the dreadful day upon which he claimed the
fulfilment of my promise.
As a lover, it can easily be understood, the ruffian who had me in
his power was altogether detestable, even his sisters taking pity
upon me at last, and exercising a kind of rough guardianship. I was
bitterly distressed because of not being allowed to see Sir Hubert
for one moment before he left Crossley Hall. If I could only have
said farewell to him, I thought I could have borne my position
better. Sir Claudius was obdurate and would not allow us to meet for
even five minutes. He told me that he was sending Sir Hubert abroad,
under a safe escort, and that was all the information I could
extract. For the rest, news of the entire surrender of the country
to Queen Mary was brought to the house by travellers, as well as
fearful tidings of the distinguished men who had passed through the
Traitors' Gate into the Tower, with the certain prospect of more or
less speedy execution.
Mary had entered London in state, having first dismissed her army
that she might show confidence in her people. With the Princess
Elizabeth by her side, she rode into the city amidst the acclamations
of the multitude. They had entered the Tower, where the queen's
first act was one of clemency, for she pardoned the State prisoners
who had been imprisoned there during the reigns of Henry VIII and
Edward VI. But, alas!--and this touched me more nearly--she
commanded the Earl of Arundel to seize the Duke of Suffolk and Lady
Jane Grey and commit them to the Tower. There were rumours that the
Duke of Suffolk was soon liberated, but I did not know what truth was
in the tale. I was greatly affected by the thought of my dear lady
being imprisoned there, where she had been before in such different,
though scarcely happier, circumstances. How she would miss me! No
one would quite take my place with her, and having to do without me
would add to her many troubles. However, she would be spared the
knowledge of my grievous fate, and God would be merciful to her and
give her His peace. Of that I was assured.
The end of the time which I insisted must elapse before my marriage
came only too soon, notwithstanding its wretchedness, and at last the
day arrived which I had been compelled to name as our wedding day. I
felt stunned now that it had come, and everything that happened
seemed to be happening in a dream.
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