There was a great commotion in the house, many coming and going and
serving-men and women flying hither and thither. There was to be a
great breakfast, or dinner after the ceremony, and to it several
people were coming from the neighbourhood.
The marriage was to take place in the small chapel adjoining the
house by eleven o'clock in the morning. An old clergyman had been
brought to the Hall by Sir Claudius--a poor scared-looking old
man--and he was to officiate.
Every arrangement for the wedding had been made, a trousseau provided
for me and an elderly man found to give me away. The sisters of Sir
Claudius were to be my bridesmaids, and children were to scatter
flowers before me as I walked to and from the chapel.
I thought that I looked ghastly and quite plain-looking as I surveyed
myself in a mirror, in my wedding-dress of white satin embroidered
with gold, and a headdress and veil of costly lace, before the
ceremony, but felt no regret on that account. Sleepless nights, a
poor appetite and troubled thoughts are not calculated to enhance
beauty, and I should have rejoiced if the sight of me had frightened
away my unloved bridegroom.
The latter, dressed in a doublet of black velvet, embroidered with
gold and various other adornments, looked coarser and more vulgar
than ever. He strutted about, staring at people to see if they
admired him and his bride.
'Did you ever see any one like her?' he said in a loud whisper to
more than one of his companions. 'Beautiful as an angel, isn't she?
And she is mine, mine, mine! And she is very much in love with me,'
he had the audacity to add. 'Oh, yes, very much in love with me!'
The last time he said this was when he was waiting, with his best
man, in the prettily decorated chapel.
I overheard him as I walked up the aisle, leaning on the man's arm
who was to play the part of father and give me away. Then, for a
moment, I awoke out of the stupor in which I was plunged while acting
my part mechanically, and, raising my eyes, looked reproachfully at
Sir Claudius. He shifted his eyes uneasily, and, with a sudden
realization of what I was doing, I looked keenly around for some way
of escape. I had prayed so very much that a way of escape would be
opened for me out of the terrible tangle into which my life had got.
Surely there must be some way of escape.
The little building was packed with the guests, the followers and the
servants of Sir Claudius; behind me stood his sisters, my
jailer-bridesmaids; before me was my enemy, soon to be transformed
into my husband, unless by some bold stroke I could now, at the
eleventh hour, avert the coming calamity. At that moment I perceived
the lad Saul, standing by a door, watching me with eager eyes out of
an almost colourless face, and as I looked at him I saw his lips
saying, 'Wait,' though no sound fell from them.
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