'I am Meg Brown, madam. At your service,' I said, adding, as she
remained quiet, 'a poor young singing-girl.'
'You don't seem to have much boldness in speech, Meg. How, then, can
you have the courage to sing?'
I clasped my hands tightly together, with an inward prayer for help,
and, in a moment, from the extremity of fear passed to a state of
blessed confidence.
'Only hear me,' I said. 'I can sing, madam.'
'Can you?' The piercing eyes sought to read my innermost soul.
'Yes, madam. Once, when I was a child, Master Montgomery, our
curate, took me to see a poor woman who had lost her baby and was
almost dead with grief. She could not weep, nor sleep, nor eat; the
trouble was killing her. But I sang to her, and she cried like a
child, and prayed to God and recovered. And another time,' I spoke
more clearly now, 'when some serving-men and women had a great
quarrel, and were fighting in a truly terrible manner, I stood up and
sang, and sang until they fell upon their knees and burst out into
tears and prayers. After that, Master Montgomery always fetched me
to sing to people when he could do nothing with them.'
'Wonderful!' said Queen Mary, in a rather satirical manner. 'But
those were only poor folk; it remains to be seen whether you can sing
to a queen.'
'God,' said I, half to myself and half to her, 'Who helped me to sing
to His poor, can help me to sing to'--I was going to say His queen,
but substituted 'a queen.'
'And is not the poor queen His, too?' asked the woman, who was
reading my heart.
'He knows,' I said, trembling a little, lest she should take umbrage
at my daring. 'He knows them that are His.'
Mary did not say anything to this. She turned her head away from me
with a peevish movement.
I was afraid to speak, and therefore waited in silence until she
spoke again.
'Sing to me,' she said.
'What shall I sing?'
'I am greatly troubled,' she replied at length. 'Sing what you sang
to that poor mother who had lost her child.'
It was one of Martin Luther's cradle songs, translated for me, when a
child, by Master Montgomery, who fitted it to a tender little tune of
his own composing. I loved it well, but it seemed a strange song to
sing to the mightiest woman in the land, the Queen of England.
Perhaps, however, as she said she was greatly troubled, she might be
in need of comforting. I thought of that, and standing there, with
my hands tightly clasped before me, sang as I had never sung before--
Sleep well, my dear, sleep safe and free;
The holy angels are with thee,
Who always see thy Father's face,
And never slumber nights nor days.
There was a quick movement on the bed, and Mary opened wide eyes of
amazement, but she did not interrupt, and I went on singing, until,
gaining confidence, my voice rang out clearly and triumphantly in the
last verse--
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