A Question of MarriageVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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A Question of Marriage
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Single women -- Fiction
To the last day of her life Vanna never ceased to marvel at her own
courage and calmness at this moment of supreme temptation. A hundred
times over she had tremblingly acknowledged to herself that if Piers
made a violent attack upon her determination she could not answer for
the result. The temptation to consent, to gain happiness at whatever
cost, would be so immense that continued resistance would be next to
impossible; but at this moment there was no feeling of temptation. The
steady, persistent effort of years finds its reward in these crises of
life--in a strength of character, a stiffening of the mental muscles,
which changes tumult into calm. Vanna ceased to tremble; she stood
motionless before her lover, oblivious of his outstretched arms, her
whole being projected into the thought of the future.
It was as if on a darkened night a sudden flash of light had been
vouchsafed, by which the landscape was revealed, with the pitfalls
yawning at her feet. A tranquil, trustful soul like Robert Gloucester
might have taken on himself the burden of her life, and have come
unscathed through the ordeal--calm himself, calm in his influence, a
true doctor in the home; but Piers, by reason of those very qualities
which endeared him to her woman's heart, was the last man on earth to
support the strain. His fear, his anxiety, though expressed in
tenderest devotion, must inevitably act and react on both. At this
moment the great question appealed to her woman's heart less in its
abstract than in the personal form, as affecting the happiness of the
beloved. Whatever he might feel at this moment of stress and passion,
it could not be for Piers Rendall's ultimate happiness to marry a woman
over whom hung the deep cloud of inherited madness. His aim
accomplished, joy would be speedily eclipsed in dread. In imagination
she could see his haggard looks, feel the dark eyes brooding over her
with fearful care. So far he had been free. If the chains fretted too
sorely he had only to drop them, and go forth. How would he bear it if
there were no escape? How could _she_ bear it for his sake?
Vanna lifted her head and looked deep into her lover's eyes. Her voice
was clear and steady:
"No, Piers! I will never marry you. Never, to the end of time. But I
will not bind you. You are quite free--"
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