A Question of MarriageVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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A Question of Marriage
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Single women -- Fiction
What was it to her if Piers Rendall loved and wedded another woman? He
was her friend; during the last few months he had given a hundred signs
of his care for her, his anxiety to help and cheer her life. She in
return must be equally generous. She must rejoice over his happiness,
and pray for its coming. Why not? It was no loss to her. She herself
might never marry. Piers Rendall could be nothing to her. Vanna threw
back her head and burst into a peal of high, unnatural laughter. The
children playing on the rocks glanced up in amaze, and stood staring at
the strange spectacle of "The Cottage Lady" laughing all to herself, and
Vanna laughed on and on, with ever harder, higher notes. Piers could be
nothing to her. No, nothing! nothing but life, and sun, and air, and
food, and raiment, and hope, and comfort. Nothing but that. Everything
in the world, and nothing more. Unutterable joy, unfathomable loss.
She knew now. The scales had fallen from her eyes. In a blinding flash
of light she saw her own heart, and knew that it held but one thought,
one image, one hope.
How long had she loved him? She recalled their first meeting, when he
had frowned at the sight of her, and she had watched him walk along the
shore by Jean's side with resentment in her heart. Their acquaintance
had begun with prejudice and dislike, yet almost at once her sympathy
had gone out towards him; almost from the first it had distressed her to
see his depression; that nervous twitch of the features had been a
positive pain, she had turned away her head to avoid the sight. Later
on, when Jean was engaged, he had drawn nearer, and looking back on the
day of the wedding, she knew that it had been for his sake that she had
taken an interest in her costume, from a desire to appear fair in his
eyes. At the moment of entering the church it had been his face which
had stood out from all the rest. She had been so thankful to see his
smile. All that afternoon and evening he had been quietly,
unostentatiously attentive, as if divining her sense of loss, and
striving, in so far as might be, to fill the gap. Twice again she had
seen him before leaving town, and then had come the morning when he had
appeared at the Manor House window, and she had seen her own
transfigured face in the glass. That was the day when the last barrier
had broken down, and friendship had finally made place for love.
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