A Question of MarriageVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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A Question of Marriage
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Single women -- Fiction
"Vanna," he cried breathlessly, "it is _true_! All my life I have
feared and doubted. Even as a child, when my mother taught me at her
knee, the doubts arose in my mind, and the questions. You have wondered
why I never went to church. It would have been a mockery when I could
not believe. I have read, and listened, and discussed; and out of it
all came only more doubt, more confusion. It is my nature to
mistrust--_was_ my nature, till I met you." His hand tightened on hers
with almost painful pressure. "You have taught me the reality of
goodness and truth, and now, through you, this has come--this
revelation. It is true! There is another life. This world is not all.
I have doubted all other evidence, but I cannot doubt what I have
_seen_. They were there, Vanna, close around us, the spirits--the
`angels' of Miggles's sweet old faith! We were too blind to see, but
they were there, and she saw them. That light in her eyes! Can you
ever forget? That was not death--it was life--the coming of life! Oh,
my darling, my darling, what this means to me! A new heaven--a new
earth. The falling of the scales!"
He lifted his quivering face to the sky as though asking forgiveness of
the God whom he had denied; but the woman by his side had no thought at
that moment for anything in heaven or earth but himself. Amazement of
joy following so hard upon grief seemed to sap the last remnant of
strength. She trembled violently, and gripped at Piers's arm. He
turned in alarm, but the face looking up to his was quivering with joy,
not pain.
"Vanna! What is it?"
"You called me--you called me--" She broke off, trembling, shaking,
blushing to the roots of her hair. "_What_ did you call me?"
For a moment he stared bewildered; then remembrance came--the echo of
his own words throbbed in his ear, bringing with them a second
revelation, the revelation of his own heart. He seized her in a grasp
violent in its intensity, and drew her towards him, gazing deep into her
eyes.
"Vanna, my beloved! This too! My love, and yours! A new earth indeed.
The words said themselves, darling; they have lived so long in my heart
that they slipped from my lips before I had realised my wealth. I who
thought I could never love, to have walked into it, step after step,
deliberately, blindly, until I found myself so deep down, so engulfed,
that I could not be free if I would. Vanna, I have only lived since I
knew you. It was you I needed all those empty years: you have given me
life, joy, hope; you must give me the last thing, too--your love! After
this vision I can't live without it. You are mine, Vanna; I can't give
you up." He drew her head to his shoulder and pressed passionate kisses
on her lips, her hair, her white, closed lids, and she clung to him,
forgetting everything in the bliss of certainty, the intoxicating
nearness, the touch of his lips on her own.
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