'Why not?' she said quietly. 'The thing given one to do is the thing to
do, you know; and this certainly was given me. And by means of that we
get along nicely.'
Again Pitt's eye glanced over the scanty little apartment. What sort of
'getting along' was it which kept them here?
'What do you teach?' he asked, speaking out of a confusion of thoughts
the one thing that occurred which it was safe to say.
'Drawing, and music, and some English branches.'
'Do you _like_ it?'
She hesitated. 'I am very thankful to have it to do. I do not fancy
that teaching for money is just the same as teaching for pleasure. But
I am very glad to be able to do it. Before that, there was a time when
I did not know just what was going to become of us. Now I am very
happy.'
Pitt could not at the moment speak all his thoughts. Moreover, there
was something about Esther that perplexed him. She was so unmovedly
quiet in her manner. It was kind, no doubt, and pleasant, and pleased;
and yet, there was a smooth distance between him and her that troubled
him. He did not know how to get rid of it. It was so smooth, there was
nothing to take hold of; while it was so distant, or put her rather at
such a distance, that all Pitt's newly aroused feelings were stimulated
to the utmost, both by the charm and by the difficulty. How exquisite
was this soft dignity and calm! but to the man who was longing to be
permitted to clasp his arms round her it was somewhat aggravating.
'What has become of Christopher?' he asked after a pause.
'Oh, Christopher is happy!' said Esther, with a smile that was only too
frank and free. Pitt wished she would have shown a little embarrassment
or consciousness. 'Christopher is happy. He has become a householder
and a market-gardener, and, above all, a married man. Married a
market-gardener's widow, and set up for himself.'
'What do you do without him?'
'Oh, we could not afford him now,' said Esther, with another smile. 'It
was very good for us, almost as good for us as for him. Christopher has
become a man of substance. We hire this house of him, or rather of his
wife.'
'Are the two not one, then?'
Esther laughed. 'Yes,' she said; 'but you know, _which_ one it is
depends on circumstances.'
And she went on to tell about her first meeting with the present Mrs.
Bounder, and of all the subsequent intercourse and long chain of
kindnesses, to which Pitt listened eagerly though with a some what
distracted mind. At the end of her story Esther rose.
CHAPTER XLVIII.
_A SETTLEMENT_.
'Will you excuse me, if I leave you for one moment to go down into the
kitchen?'
'What for,' said Pitt, stopping her.
'I want to see if Mrs. Barker has anything in the house for lunch.'
'Sit down again. She certainly will. She always does.'
'But I want to let her know that there will be one more at table
to-day.'
'Never mind. If the supplies fall short, I will go out and get some
oysters. I know the colonel likes oysters. Sit still, and let us talk
while we can.'
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