'Why, certainly! if I am alive I will. Why, if I came for nothing else,
I would come to see after you, Queen Esther.'
Esther was silent. Talking was not easy.
'And meanwhile, I shall be busy, and you will be busy. We have both a
great deal to do.'
'You have.'
'And I am sure you have. Now let us consult. What have you got to do,
before we see one an other again?'
'I suppose,' said Esther, 'take care of papa.'
She said it in a quiet, matter-of-course tone, and Pitt started a
little. It was very likely; but it had not just occurred to him before,
how large a part that care might play in the girl's life for some time
to come.
'Does he need so much care?' he asked.
'It isn't real _care_,' said Esther, in the same tone; 'but he likes to
have me about, to do things for him.'
'Queen Esther, aren't you going to carry on your studies for me, all
the same?'
'For you!' said she, lifting her heavy eyes to him. It hurt him to see
how heavy they were; weighted with a great load of sorrow, too mighty
for tears.
'For me, certainly. I expect everything to go on just as if I were here
to look after it. I expect everything to go on so, that when I come
again I may find just what I want to find. You must not disappoint me.'
Esther did not say. She made no answer at all, and after a minute put a
question which was a diversion.
'Where are you going first, Pitt?'
'To Lisbon.'
'Yes, I know that; but when you get to England?'
'London first. You know that is the great English centre?'
'Do you know any people there?'
'Not I. But I have a great-uncle there, living at Kensington. I believe
that is part of London, though really I don't know much about it. I
shall go to see him, of course.'
'Your great-uncle! That is, Mr. Dallas's own uncle?'
'No, my mother's. His name is Strahan.'
'And then you are going to Oxford? Why do you go there? Are not the
colleges in America just as good?'
'I can tell better after I've seen Oxford. But no, Queen Esther; that
is larger and older and richer than any college in America can be;
indeed it is a cluster of colleges--it is a University.'
'Will you study in them all?'
'No,' said Pitt, laughing, 'not exactly! But it is a fine place, by all
accounts--a noble place. And then, you know, we are English, and my
father and mother wish me to be as English as possible. That is
natural.'
'We are English too,' said Esther, sighing.
'Therefore you ought to be glad I am going.'
But Esther's cheek only grew a shade paler.
'Will you keep up your studies, like a good girl?'
'I will try.'
'And send me a drawing now and then, to let me see how you are getting
on?'
She lifted her eyes to him again, for one of those grave, appealing
looks. 'How could I get it to you?'
'Your father will have my address. I shall write to him, and I shall
write to you.'
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