“This much you cannot mistake,” said he, sternly; “that my name is
not to be uttered, nor written, mind that If, in his short visit, Loyd
should speak of me, stop him at once. Say, ‘Mr. Loyd, there are reasons
why I will not discuss that person; and I desire that my wish be
understood as a command.’ You will impress your nieces with the same
reserve. I suppose, if they hear that it is a matter which involves the
life of more than one, that they will not need to be twice cautioned.
Bear, in mind this is no caprice of mine; it is no caprice of that
Calvert eccentricity, to which, fairly enough sometimes, you ascribe
many of my actions. I am in a position of no common peril; I have
incurred it to save the fair fame of a fellow I have known and liked
for years. I mean, too, to go through with it; that is, I mean up to a
certain point to sacrifice myself. Up to a certain point, I say, for if
I am pushed beyond that, then I shall declare to the world: Upon you and
your slanderous tongues be the blame, not mine the fault for what is to
happen now.”
He uttered these words with a rapidity and vehemence that made her
tremble from head to foot This was not, besides, the first time she
had witnessed one of those passionate outbursts for which his race
was celebrated, and it needed no oath to confirm the menace his speech
shadowed forth.
“This is a pledge, then,” said he, grasping her hand. “And now to
talk of something pleasanter. That old uncle of mine has behaved very
handsomely; has sent me some kind messages, and, what is as much to
the purpose, some money;” and, as he spoke, he carelessly drew from his
pocket a roll of the bank-notes he had so lately won at play. “‘Before
making any attempt to re-enter the service,’ he says, ‘you must keep out
of the way for a while.’ And he is right there; the advice is excellent,
and I mean to follow it. In his postscript he adds: ‘Thank Grainger’--he
means Miss Grainger, but you know how blunderingly he writes--‘for all
her kindness to you, and say how glad we should all be to see her at
Rocksley, whenever she comes next to England.’”
The old lady’s face grew crimson; shame at first, and pride afterwards,
overwhelming her. To be called Grainger was to bring her back at once to
the old days of servitude--that dreary life of nursery governess--which
had left its dark shadow on all her later years; while to be the guest
at Rocksley was a triumph she had never imagined in her vainest moments.
“Oh, will you tell him how proud I am of his kind remembrance of me, and
what an honour I should feel it to pay my respects to him?”
“They’ll make much of you, I promise you,” said Calvert, “when they
catch you at Rocksley, and you’ll not get away in a hurry. Now let us
go our separate ways, lest the girls suspect we have been plotting. I’ll
take the boat and row down to the steps. Don’t forget all I have been
saying,” were his last words as the boat moved away.
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