“That will last you four days,” said the gaoler.
“Well, my son, judging from the unappetizing look of it, I think it will
last me much longer.”
The gaoler made no reply, but he and the man with the lantern retired,
drawing the door heavily after them. Lermontoff heard the bolts thrust
into place, and the turn of the key; then silence fell, all but the
babbling of the water. He stood still in the center of the cell, his
hands thrust deep in the pockets of his overcoat, and, in spite of this
heavy garment, he shivered a little.
“Jack, my boy,” he muttered, “this is a new deal, as they say in the
West. I can imagine a man going crazy here, if it wasn’t for that
stream. I never knew what darkness meant before. Well, let’s find out
the size of our kingdom.”
He groped for the wall, and stumbling against the stone bench, whose
existence he had forgotten, pitched head forward to the table, and sent
the four-day loaf rolling on the floor. He made an ineffectual grasp
after the loaf, fearing it might fall into the stream and be lost to
him, but he could not find it, and now his designs for measuring the
cell gave place to the desire of finding that loaf. He got down on his
hands and knees, and felt the stone floor inch by inch for half an hour,
as he estimated the time, but never once did he touch the bread.
“How helpless a man is in the dark, after all,” he muttered to himself.
“I must do this systematically, beginning at the edge of the stream.”
On all fours he reached the margin of the rivulet, and felt his way
along the brink till his head struck the opposite wall. He turned round,
took up a position that he guessed was three feet nearer the door, and
again traversed the room, becoming so eager in the search that he forgot
for the moment the horror of his situation, just as, when engaged in a
chemical experiment, everything else vanished from his mind, and thus
after several journeys back and forth he was again reminded of the
existence of the stone bench by butting against it when he knew he was
still several feet from the wall. Rubbing his head, he muttered some
unfavorable phrases regarding the immovable bench, then crawled round
it twice, and resumed his transverse excursions. At last he reached the
wall that held the door, and now with breathless eagerness rubbed his
shoulder against it till he came to the opposite corner. He knew he had
touched with knees and hands practically every square inch of space in
the floor, and yet no bread.
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