“Why didn’t I think of the matches, and oh! what a pity I failed to
fill my pockets with them that night of the Professor’s dinner party! To
think that matches are selling at this moment in Sweden two hundred and
fifty for a halfpenny!”
Guided by the spark at the end of his cigarette, he sought the bench and
sat down upon it. He was surprised to find himself so little depressed
as was actually the case. He did not feel in the least disheartened.
Something was going to happen on his behalf; of that he was quite
certain. It was perfectly ridiculous that even in Russia a loyal
subject, who had never done any illegal act in his life, a nobleman of
the empire, and a friend of the Czar, should be incarcerated for long
without trial, and even without accusation. He had no enemies that he
knew of, and many friends, and yet he experienced a vague uneasiness
when he remembered that his own course of life had been such that he
would not be missed by his friends. For more than a year he had been in
England, at sea, and in America, so much absorbed in his researches that
he had written no private letters worth speaking of, and if any friend
were asked his whereabouts, he was likely to reply:
“Oh, Lermontoff is in some German university town, or in England, or
traveling elsewhere. I haven’t seen him or heard of him for months. Lost
in a wilderness or in an experiment, perhaps.”
These unhappy meditations were interrupted by the clang of bolts. He
thought at first it was his own door that was being opened, but a moment
later knew it was the door of the next cell up-stream. The sound, of
course, could not penetrate the extremely thick wall, but came through
the aperture whose roof arched the watercourse. From the voices he
estimated that several prisoners were being put into one cell, and he
wondered whether or not he cared for a companion. It would all depend.
If fellow-prisoners hated each other, their enforced proximity might
prove unpleasant.
“We are hungry,” he heard one say. “Bring us food.”
The gaoler laughed.
“I will give you something to drink first.”
“That’s right,” three voices shouted. “Vodka, vodka!”
Then the door clanged shut again, and he heard the murmur of voices in
Russian, but could not make out what was said. One of the new prisoners,
groping round, appeared to have struck the stone bench, as he himself
had done. The man in the next cell swore coarsely, and Lermontoff,
judging from such snatches of their conversation as he could hear that
they were persons of a low order, felt no desire to make their more
intimate acquaintance, and so did not shout to them, as he had intended
to do. And now he missed something that had become familiar; thought it
was a cigarette he desired, for the one he had lit had been smoked to
his very lips, then he recognized it was the murmur of the stream that
had ceased.
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