England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Rogues and vagabonds -- Fiction
“It means, love, that I’ve come to take care of you for the rest of your
life and mine, if you will only let me. Don’t tremble--there’s nothing
to be afraid of! Only compose yourself, and I’ll tell you why I am here
in this strange disguise. Come, come, Alicia!--don’t look like that at
me. You called me Frank just now, for the first time. Would you have
done that, if you had disliked me or forgotten me?”
I saw her color beginning to come back--the old bright glow returning to
the dear dusky cheeks. If I had not seen them so near me, I might have
exercised some self-control--as it was, I lost my presence of mind
entirely, and kissed her.
She drew herself away half-frightened, half-confused--certainly not
offended, and, apparently, not very likely to faint--which was more than
I could have said of her when I first entered the room. Before she had
time to reflect on the peril and awkwardness of our position, I pressed
the first necessary questions on her rapidly, one after the other.
“Where is Mrs. Baggs?” I asked first.
Mrs. Baggs was the housekeeper.
Alicia pointed to the closed folding-doors. “In the front parlor; asleep
on the sofa.”
“Have you any suspicion who the stranger was who called more than an
hour ago?”
“None. The servant told him we saw no visitors, and he went away,
without leaving his name.”
“Have you heard from your father?”
She began to turn pale again, but controlled herself bravely, and
answered in a whisper:
“Mrs. Baggs had a short note from him this morning. It was not dated;
and it only said circumstances had happened which obliged him to leave
home suddenly, and that we were to wait here till be wrote again, most
likely in a few days.”
“Now, Alicia,” I said, as lightly as I could, “I have the highest
possible opinion of your courage, good-sense, and self-control; and I
shall expect you to keep up your reputation in my eyes, while you are
listening to what I have to tell you.”
Saying these words, I took her by the hand and made her sit close by me;
then, breaking it to her as gently and gradually as possible, I told her
all that had happened at the red-brick house since the evening when
she left the dinner-table, and we exchanged our parting look at the
dining-room door.
It was almost as great a trial to me to speak as it was to her to hear.
She suffered so violently, felt such evident misery of shame and terror,
while I was relating the strange events which had occurred in her
absence, that I once or twice stopped in alarm, and almost repented my
boldness in telling her the truth. However, fair-dealing with her, cruel
as it might seem at the time, was the best and safest course for the
future. How could I expect her to put all her trust in me if I began
by deceiving her--if I fell into prevarications and excuses at the very
outset of our renewal of intercourse? I went on desperately to the end,
taking a hopeful view of the most hopeless circumstances, and making my
narrative as mercifully short as possible.
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