England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The motor overtook Miss Morven as she reached the Rectory gate; here
she stood for a moment in the shadow of the beech trees, and as the
car and its occupants swung into the full light of the last lamp (oil)
in Ottinge, she had a view of the back of the woman’s head--a woman
talking eagerly to her companion, who faced her in an easy attitude,
cigar in hand. The man was her aunts’ chauffeur. As the car glided by,
he laughed an involuntary, appreciative, and familiar laugh that spoke
of years of intimacy--a laugh that pierced the heart of its unseen
listener with the force and agony of a two-edged sword.
For a moment the girl felt stunned; then she began to experience the
shock of wounded pride, of insulted love, of intolerable humiliation.
So the dark-haired lady was “the Obstacle!” That impassioned
declaration on Yampton Hill had been--what? Mr. Wynyard was merely
experimenting on her credulity; he wished to discover how far he might
go, how much she would believe? A gay Hussar, who had got into such
trouble that he was compelled to hide his whereabouts and name, until
he could return to the world after a decent interval of obscurity and
repentance! Meanwhile, he played the mysterious adorer, and amused
himself with “a country heart,” _pour passer le temps_.
And yet--and yet--when she recalled his steadfast eyes, the tremulous
ardour of his bearing in the garden, and, on the hillside, he had
looked in desperate earnest.
“Yes,” jeered another voice, “and in deadly earnest in the Drum window!”
And she? She had actually believed that he was hopelessly in love; and
she, who had been ready to stand by him against all her kindred, who
had blushed and trembled before his eyes and voice, had kissed her own
glove where his lips had pressed it! As these memories raced through
her brain an awful sensation of sinking down into the solid earth
possessed her. Aurea groped blindly for the gate and rested her head
upon it. It seemed to her as if, under the shade of those beeches, a
something not of this world, some terrible and relentless force, had
fought and wrested from her, her unacknowledged hopes, and her happy
youth.
Half an hour later she toiled up the drive with dragging, unsteady
steps. Prayers were over when she entered the library--a white ghost of
herself, and, with a mumbled apology, she went over and bade her father
good-night, and touched his cheek with lips that were dry and feverish.
He, simple, blind man, absorbed in proofs, barely lifted his head, and
said--
“Good-night, my child, sleep well!”
And his child, evading Norris with a gesture of dismissal, hurried to
the seclusion of her own apartment, and locked the door.
Three days later, Miss Morven left home somewhat unexpectedly; but it
was conceded even by her Aunt Bella that the shock of Captain Ramsay’s
death had upset the girl. She wanted a change, and a lively place and
lively society would divert her mind.
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