A Romance of Billy-Goat HillRice, Alice Caldwell Hegan
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A Romance of Billy-Goat Hill
Rice, Alice Caldwell Hegan
Kentucky -- Fiction
“I've sold Thornwood,” she went on, her lips trembling. “I can hardly
speak of it, even yet. I feel like a traitor to Daddy, to all the
Carseys who ever lived here, to myself! You know what the place means
to me. I believe I should die if I ever saw any one else living here! I
don't know who bought it, I don't want to know. All I know is that I've
been perfectly wretched every hour since I signed the paper, until just
now when the Doctor offered to lend you the money. Oh! Don, if I thought
selling Thornwood meant that we could help clear your name, there'd
never be another instant of regret! You'll let us help you?”
He put up his hand as if to ward off a blow: “Don't,” he said harshly.
“I can't take your help. I can't even take your friendship, or the
Doctor's. Don't you see that I'm going through hell? Don't you know that
I love you?”
The color left her face, and her eyes wavered a moment, then steadied.
“You must never say that again, Don! You must try not to think of it.
I'll forgive you because I want you to forgive me for something. You
know the letter you sent me from San Francisco? I burned it, unopened,
right there where you are standing now. It was a cowardly thing to do,
even though I thought you were in the wrong. If I had known the truth
I never would have kept silent all those months. It was a great wrong I
did you, Don; can you forgive me?”
He studied her face, as if he would by sheer intensity probe those
luminous eyes that said everything and nothing. At last his head
dropped.
“I was a fool ever to think you cared,” he said brokenly; “I knew I
wasn't good enough for you. I knew it from the first, but I tried. Shall
I keep on trying for your sake?”
“No, Don, not for mine. For your own, and for the sake of the girl
you'll some day make your wife. But I want you to remember that I shall
feel responsible for whatever happens to you. If you give up the fight
and go back to the old life, I shall know it was because I failed
you; if you succeed, as I believe you will, I shall be happy always in
knowing that I had a little part in it. Shall we say good night?”
[Illustration: “It was a great wrong I did you Don, can you forgive
me?”]
He took the hand she offered him and one of those silences followed
which once having passed between a man and woman, is remembered above
all spoken words, a silence in which all barriers fall away, and soul
speaks to soul. It was like a great harmony quivering with beautiful
things unsaid.
He left her standing in the firelight, her eyes shining strangely in her
otherwise passive face. He closed the door resolutely on the light
and warmth of the homelike, cheery room, and passing out to the road,
miserably turned his steps toward the empty grandeur of the big house
whose turreted and gabled roof broke the sky-line at the top of the
Hill.
CHAPTER XXIII
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