A Romance of Billy-Goat HillRice, Alice Caldwell Hegan
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A Romance of Billy-Goat Hill
Rice, Alice Caldwell Hegan
Kentucky -- Fiction
Had there been a friend to whom he could turn during these days he might
have been spared some of the hours of anguish he endured, but his pride
was cut to the quick, and he shrank from seeing any one who knew him
or his family. Cropsie Decker could have helped him, but Cropsie was in
Mexico. To Noah Wicker he had ceased to be an individual, he had
become a client, a first client, and personalities were swamped in
abstractions. The only place where he could have found sympathy and
understanding was at Thornwood, the hospitable door of which he had
resolutely closed with his own hand. If he thought the depths of
loneliness had been sounded out there in the Orient, he had now to learn
that it is only in one's own country, among one's own people, that the
plummet strikes bottom.
The day before the case was to be presented Noah came up from the city,
and once again they went over every tiresome, familiar detail. By the
time evening arrived Donald was in a state of black dejection. Half a
dozen sleepless nights, and the return of several articles did not tend
to brighten the situation, and when Noah accepted an invitation from the
Judge to dine with him, Donald felt that he had been abandoned to his
fate.
Twilight was closing in, the kind that has no beginning and no end, a
damp, gray saturating twilight that smothers the soul in a fog of gloom
and relaxes all the moral fibers. Donald went to his small window and
looked out. The street below was deserted, save for an occasional shabby
surrey, splashing through the mud on its way to the station. At long
intervals an umbrella bobbed past, and once a drove of cattle lumbered
by, driven by a boy astride a mule. Donald jerked down the shade
savagely, and lit the single gas-jet.
In a magazine which he picked up was a graphic article on child labor in
the mines, giving pictures of ragged, emaciated children who spent their
lives underground, breathing foul air and becoming dwarfed in body and
soul. He flung the book from him and dropped his head upon his arms.
Life seemed a great, inexorable machine, setting at naught human
aspiration, human endeavor. What was the good of fighting it? What was
the sense in believing in a divine order, in such infernal chaos?
Unable to stand his own company any longer, he seized his hat and
started for the hotel. He was in a reckless, hopeless mood, ready to
take diversion wherever he found it, and as is usual in such cases,
diversion met him half way.
The little hotel office was in a spasm of activity, bells were ringing,
doors slamming, and guests arriving. The group of loiterers who
usually sat facing the fire, criticizing the daily proceedings of the
legislature, now stood in a semicircle with their backs to it, watching
the new arrivals.
“It's a theatrical company,” explained one of the voluble crowd to
Donald; “the liveliest lay-out we've had for moons. That's the star
talking to the fellow in the checked suit. Some winner, isn't she?”
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