"So I am sympathetic, but only with suffering ignorance--a dying bird
that knows not why it should die--a withering rose that sees not the
reason for its withering; but for human beings who wilfully blind
themselves to the teachings of their own instincts, and are always
doing what they know they ought not to do in spite of warning, I cannot
say I am sorry. And for those who DO study the causes and ultimate
results of their existence, there is no occasion to be sorry, as they
are perfectly happy, knowing everything that happens to them to be for
their advancement and justification."
"Tell me," I asked with a little hesitation, "what did Prince Ivan mean
by saying he had seen your lover, Zara?"
"He meant what he said, I suppose," replied Zara, with sudden coldness.
"Excuse me, I thought you said you were not inquisitive."
I could not bear this change of tone in her, and I clasped my arms
tight about her and smiled in her face.
"You shall not get angry with ME, Zara. I am not going to be treated
like poor Ivan. I have found out what you are, and how dangerous it is
to admire you; but I do admire and love you. And I defy you to knock me
down as unceremoniously as you did the Prince--you beautiful living bit
of Lightning!"
Zara moved restlessly in my embrace, but I held her fast. At the last
epithet I bestowed on her, she grew very pale; but her eyes resembled
the jewels on her breast in their sheeny glitter.
"What have you found out?" she murmured. "What do you know?"
"I cannot say I KNOW," I went on boldly, still keeping my arms round
her; "but I have made a guess which I think comes near the truth. Your
brother has had the care of you ever since you were a little child, and
I believe he has, by some method known only to himself, charged you
with electricity. Yes, Zara," for she had started and tried to loosen
my hold of her; "and it is that which keeps you young and fresh as a
girl of sixteen, at an age when other women lose their bloom and grow
wrinkles. It is that which gives you the power to impart a repelling
shock to people you dislike, as in the case of Prince Ivan. It is that
which gives you such an attractive force for those with whom you have a
little sympathy--such as myself, for instance; and you cannot, Zara,
with all your electric strength, unclasp my arms from your waist,
because you have not the sentiment of repulsion towards me which would
enable you to do it. Shall I go on guessing?"
Zara made a sign of assent--the expression of her face had softened,
and a dimpling smile played round the corners of her mouth.
"Your lover," I went on steadily and slowly, "is a native of some other
sphere--perhaps a creation of your own fancy--perhaps (for I will not
be sceptical any more) a beautiful and all-powerful angelic spirit. I
will not discuss this with you. I believe that when Prince Ivan fell
senseless, he saw, or fancied he saw, that nameless being. And now," I
added, loosening my clasp of her, "have I guessed well?"
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